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SaAt Yg DiNaNtI...

2010-07-22T11:13:00.002+08:00

Hari ini, genaplah 37 minggu aku telah melalui perjalanan sebagai wanita hamil. Kalau ikut EDD minggu ke 40 barulah aku akan bergelar ibu.. tapi kalau ikut kata doctor, lagi beberapa hari aja lagik dapat aku melihat dan mendakap si kecil ini. Perasaannya hanya Tuhan aja yg tahu. Bertapa gairah dan teruja nya aku menanti saat2 itu.

Perjalanan sebagai seorg yg pregnant nie tidak lah se’smooth’ yg aku fikirkan. Walaupun ahli keluarga dan teman2 amat prihatin terhadap keadaanku dan selalu give in pada aku, namun bila datang sakit lelah nya…. Aku harus menanggungnya sendiri. Whatever it is, aku amat2 berterima kasih pada semua kerana telah menahan dgn karenah ku.

Tentang perasaan gairah pulak, kata orang tua2 jgn excited sgt… aku dah cuba lah nak kawal perasaan excited tu tapi tak semudah yg dijangka. Mana tak nya… nampak aje baju yg comel2, kasut yg saiznya satu pertiga tapak tanganku, dress2 yg kembang2 even lampin pakai buang size NEWBORN boleh buat aku tak tentu arah dan dengan sekelip mata semua nie akan ade di dlm bakul shoppingku. Aku rasa inilah hikmahnya kenapa aku tidak bekerja waktu ini kerana kalau tidak, aku akan pulang dengan barang2baby yg boleh dimuatkan dalam satu stor.

Mungkin ada yg akan merasakan aku ni gila atau ‘over’ excited… tapi tunggu jelah giliran kamu kamu semua… entah2 lebih OVER lagik dari aku. :D Anyway, dalam kegilaan aku shopping utk semua ini, ada jugak fakta atau sebab2 lain yg membuat aku yakin apa yg aku lakukan ini adelah tepat dan bukan satu pembaziran kerana apa yg aku beli adalah satu KEPERLUAN. ;)

Aku juga harus memikirkan sekiranya aku berada didlm pantang nanti, siapakan yg akan membeli keperluan2 itu semua? Sekurang2nya aku sudah mempunyai contoh atau sample supaya dapat lah aku menyuruh si bapa yg BLUR tentang semua ini utk membelinya sekiranya sudah putus supply nanti. Terlintas juga difikiran sekiranya ada perkara yg tak diingini berlaku, maka semuanya sudah tersedia dan tak perlulah kelam-kabut atau menyusahkan org lain.

Saat ini, aku rasa relax skit sebab almost everything is done. Hanya menanti ketibaannya. Tak perlulah aku kusutkan fikiranku tentang itu dan ini yg belum sedia kerana aku pun sudah sarat dan dah tak larat nak bershopping lagik walaupun Sale Sale yg sedang berlangsung sedang memanggil2 utk aku terus berbelanja. Heee….

Kepada teman2 ku, terima kasih lah byk2 sebab memikirkan tentang keadaanku yg sedang pregnant nie whenever kite kluar. Very thoughtful of u all and it’s very much appreciated. Dan sungguh terharu sekali pabila melihat kamu semua datang menjenguk ku bila aku berada di hospital 3 bulan yg lalu. Within such a short notice dan dengan schedule u all yg bz bz, u all still manage to come juz 2 b there. Im truly touched. :)

For my beloved husband, terima kasih kerana sangat sabar melayan karenah saya yg bukan2 nie. I know it can be tiring n its not easy being u for having a wife like me. But it only makes me realise each n everyday how lucky I am to have u as my husband.

Thank You for being who u r, my once-in-a-lifetime wish upon a star; the one who knows who I am & loves me without limits… I love you!

TeMaN-TeMaNkU...

2010-03-19T15:22:00.006+08:00

Beberapa hari ni asyik ujan je. Cuaca yg mendung2 cam ni lah yg mendatangkan ilham yg best2 utk berkarya. Tapi ari nie lain skit, mcm malas nak berpuisi atau ber-cerpen. Ari nie aku ingin membuat satu perubahan di blog ku yg sudah lama ku abaikan.

Perubahan pertama yg ketara adalah blog ari ni, akan ku type dlm bahasa melayu walaupun adelah omputih2 skit. Dan yg kedua, aku tak ingin bercerita tentang apa yg aku lakukan beberapa hari yg lalu, ari ini atau hari2 yg akan dtg. Aku ingin bercerita tentang kehidupanku yg telah berubah oleh kerana orang2 yg aku gelar sahabat…

Mungkin entry kali ni agak panjang dan seakan cerpen namun yg bezanya adalah inilah reality kehidupan ku.

Aku tidak mempunyai ramai teman, tgk sajalah facebook ku tak sampai pun 80 org. Dan dlm kurang 80 yg aku ade ni hanya beberapa org saja teman yg boleh ku kira dgn jari tanganku utk ku benar2 anggap sahabat. Tapi aku pasti apa yg aku miliki melebihi dari org yg mempunyai beratus-ratus ‘friends’ di facebook mereka. Kerana teman segelintir yg aku ada amat berbeza, unik dan yang penting amat2 aku hargai.

Aku menyedari tentang teman2 ku ini pabila aku memasuki ITE dan bila aku kluar bekerja. Aku sedari pada saat ini aku tidak lagi keep in touch dgn teman sekolah rendah atau menengah kecuali BF ku. ‘keep in touch’ ku bermakna SELALU atau SERING aku hubungi dan bersua utk melakukan kerja2 tak berfaedah seperti gossip! :P

Anyway, aku ingin bercerita tentang teman2 ku ini. Mereka sgt istimewa kerana tanpa mereka aku hanya mampu milihat dari sudut pandangan ku saja. Dulu masa di ITE, teman2 ku selalu dtg padaku utk mendapatkan ‘nasihat’. Aku dianggap sebagai penasihat terutama sekali soal hati.. ehem2.. time tu bangga jugak aku. Tapi bila aku amati, aku bukan lah expert mane nak kasi org nasihat nie semua. Time tu kite semua tgh belajar bukan nye aku ade experience pun. Boyfriend pun aku ade 2 aje (dimana salah satu telah pun menjadi suamiku... :D). Tak cukup ilmu didada nak nasihat kan org. Mungkin aura aku, tak pun aku action mcm faham keadaan drg dan cuba membantu mana yg bole tu yg membuat mereka dtg padaku. Biase lah nak kasi nasihat bukan susah sgt… guna kan kata2 yg logic yg bole diterima akal kira oklah tu… yg susah adalah utk mengamalkan nasihat itu sendiri. Sama seperti kita bole mengingatkan anak utk ngaji dan solat kerana kita tau itu yg sepatutnya dilakukan tapi amalan nya.. kita sendiri lalai.

Kematangan seseorg itu bukan kerana mereka dilahirkan sebagai seorg yg ‘matured’. Aku yakin ianya dtg dari pengalaman dan pergaulan. Dari itu aku ingin istiharkan sekiranya ada org menganggap aku matured adalah kerana pengalamanku bersama org2 yg aku temui. Merekalah yg telah membuat ku seorg yg 'matured'. Teman2 ku ni bermcm2.. ada yg terlalu ikutkan hati dan perasaan, ada yg menginginkan sesuatu yg sukar utk diperolehi atau dikecapi, ada yg suka melakukan kesilapannya berulang kali, ada pulak yg harus melalui hari ini dgn berbekalkan kesilapan semlm, ada yg suka membuat situasi itu lebih sukar utk org lain dan ada yg free n easy.

Jgn salah faham, aku bukan nya mengutuk teman2 ku cuma memberi contoh perbezaan mereka walaupun kite sudah lama bersama. Kerana perbezaan ini lah yg membolehkan aku melihat kehidupan dari sudut yg berbeza dan MUNGKIN kerana ini membuat aku seseorg yg lebih matang. Aku tak cakap lah yg kehidupan ku sekarang ni PERFECT dan aku ni bagus sgt. Cuma aku selalu reflect agar aku juga dpt menghindari dari melakukan kesilapan yg sama… kate penasihat.. hahaha

Walauapapun kehidupan seakan putaran roda ada kala diatas dan ada kala dibawah. Aku tak nafikan aku senantiasa rasa bahawa selama ini aku berada di atas… (itu pun kerana org2 disekelilingku) namun itu yg membuat aku takut bilakah akan tiba masanya aku berada di bawah. Pada masa itulah aku juga ingin teman2 berada disisi utk memberi semula semangat kepadaku dan bukan mentertawakan ku kerana suatu masa dahulu 'kononnya' aku pernah berada diatas. Padaku perasaan berada di atas atau bawah depends on how u 1 2 look at it.

Wahai teman2ku tidak perlu utk ade dikalangan kamu utk berasa cemburu atau envy pada ku atas apa yg aku perolehi atau dimana aku berdiri sekarang. Aku cuma ingin kamu tahu sekiranya ade perasaan ENVY walau sedikit mana pun, u shld stop rite there!! kerana aku percaya apa saja yg aku miliki adalah kerana dlm perjalanan hidup ku, telah aku ditemukan dgn kamu yg sedikit sebanyak merubah kehidupanku dan membuat aku siapa aku sekarang… kamu yg aku gelar SAHABAT…

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2009-12-22T11:58:00.002+08:00

Wow!! its been almost 3 mths since i update my blog. Heeee... getting lazier n lazier to do tis. Im bz u know!! eventhough i am not working. Hahahaha... Bt i really am...

So wat shld i update?? Lets c... ermm.. moved back to mum's, recently went to KL with my parents and the rest. Had a very tiring outing. Didnt really buy anything but i finally got the RED ROSE fabric i was looking for!!!! Anyway wasnt feeling weel when i was there.. with the morning sickness n all i dont even have appetite to eat.

What else... ouh yeah n i am Pregnant!! in fact it's almost 7 weeks alrd. Fast huh? Went for the ultrasound scan last week n i saw baby.... n that heartbeat really makes me feel different. I remembered the first time i show shark the test kid n he was... "Wah!! U Pregnant?!!" n then came all the funny2 things like wana chk the gender of the baby tat very same day n wana make doa selamat n all... hahaha... All i cld feel at tat time was... i am unable to enrol for my LCCI course anymore at least not until the baby is born.. But then when i c that heartbeat last week... it all sink in that i really am pregnant n tat every other things can wait coz this is wat we've been really waiting for actually...

Everyone seems to be very nice when they know abt my condition. Mum was extremely careful abt wat i do, eat n all... My sis is becoming more n more like my mum.. hahaha with the constant reminders n all... n frenz had been very understanding. But i am juz afraid with my unexpected mood swings will only hurt those who really care 4 me. N shark had been super nice with me constantly threatening him that 'baby will b upset' hahahaha....

I juz hope that tis morning sickness will end soon n that i am able to go thru the full term of my pregnancy smoothly...

Hari Raya Updates

2009-09-30T17:01:00.002+08:00

Weeee... Hari Raya had been great for me so far. I tink tis year i went for visiting to more places than usual.. of coz since the family had been expanded and that we are newly wedd n have yet 2 visit the relative since we got married.

Went visiting to shark's side on the first day n went to my mum's plc in the evening. Went out again on the 2nd day to my dad's side. Last weekend we went out again wif the whole family from morning till nite. Its really tiring but fun since we went out 2gether. N guess wat, i got green packet from Mak Long!! hahaha she said its like a wedding token from her. heeee.... :)

Now i cant wait for tis sat as it will be raya outing wif the babes!! hahaha... We've been doing tis outing for like 4 or 5 years now N im glad tat we are still together and staying as frenz. Im soooo looking 4ward 2 tis sat!!

Raya tis year is really a big change for me. Its the 1st time tat i woke up in the early morning not seeing my parents but my husband instead. The feeling is different but doesnt mean its bad. Its juz different. I really cant wait to celebrate raya in my own home n probably i'll feel more complete. For now, im juz so happy tat I already have wat i wish for and im glad tat i get the opportunity to celebrate raya tis year as ur wife...

1 MoNtH AgO...

2009-09-07T13:03:00.005+08:00

How time flies and its already 1 month ago where i went thru a life changing moment. Im glad tat all went well. Im still adjusting myself to the new 'environment' and im not sure if the fasting month had made it easier for me. But im just so glad for everything.

I remembered telling my frenz how i wanted to get the big day done n over with and juz look 4ward 4 the honeymoon but now, i somehow wanted the day to last 4ever. I was too busy with the changing n the picture taking n wat have u that i didnt get the opportunity to really 'feel' the day.

But then again, the most memorable part, someone manage to make me cry infront of so many people. It wasnt the 'moment' kinda cry.. i was crying like there's no 2mrw!! how cld u? hahaha.. Seriously i wasnt expecting that beautiful poem from u. All i remembered saying was 'surprise me' n wat i had in mind was 'satu lafaz dalam satu nafas' meant for the solemnization coz i really tot u might need to say it more than once... hahaha... But u really surprise me. N it was really sweet of u to make my frenz stay to witness tat moment which i really tot was for the cake cutting ceremony. Boy, u blew me away.

THE POEM:
It was 12th June 2003,
At bugis we planned to meet,
When I reached the mrt,
A lady in jeans with a sweet smile she greet,
At coffee bean we sat down and chat,
And a journey with her begins without regret.

6 years passed with highs and lows,
A common thing for all lovers to grow,
Whether it’s bad or worst should I say,
She is still with me till this special day.

I may not promise you the stars, the moon or skies,
Not even to promise you that we shall never be apart,
But I know you have come to realise,
I have only love for you, from deep inside my heart…

Today I made a vow to the girl I’ve known,
From just a friend to lovers our relationship have grown,
So hear me out what I’ve written last night,
A special poem, for my one and only bride.
I prayed for a life, He gave me health,
I prayed for a living, He gave me wealth,
I prayed for love, He gave me one so true,
He sent me an angel, and that angel is you…
I believed it’s fate that brought us together,
I love you so truly and may it last forever…

All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart,
And for us to be together, to never be apart.

No one else in the world can even compare,
You're perfect and so is this love that we share.

We have so much more than I ever thought we would,
I love you more than I ever thought I could.

I promise to give you all I have to give,
I'll do anything for you as long as I live.

In your eyes I see our present, our future and past,
By the way you look at me I know we will last.

I hope that one day you'll come to realize,
How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.
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How can u not cry after reading tis??! He juz know how to make me melt n cry.. Its bcoz of tis speech tat made me wanna go thru the process again coz its juz so so sweet but then again u'll only feel tis kinda sweet feeling when it happen once and when u least expect it coz if u were to repeat the same thing, u wont get the same feeling tat u r searching for. So i'll keep it deep inside my heart for it'll make me remember tis special day forever.

To my lovely frenz who took leave jus for tis and came the day before for my henna nite n who stayed with me and accompanied me with tat fun n laughter n help my mum out n stayed at the wedding reception throughout till it end. I THANK YOU so very much coz u guyz made the whole thing more special for me.
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Anyway tis is wat we do during our honeymoon trip to BALI & PHUKET. Had lots n lotsa fun there especially when zila & azam join us for the phuket trip!! Hope to have more trips with the rest too!!! weeeee....

BALIMOON
9 Aug (sunday)
- Had dinner at the hotel n tats tat coz both of us were sick

10 Aug (monday)
- Went shopping in the morning at the supermarket to get some snacks n drinks
- Went for 2 hrs full body spa
- Seafood dinner by the beach with dance performance
- back to hotel

11 Aug (tuesday)
- went shopping in the morning nearby the hotel
- went to central area in the afternoon for more shopping
- Dinner at the restaurant nearby
- More shopping!
- back to hotel

12 Aug (wednesday)
- Check out early as we went for last minute shopping at UBUD
- Went to the painting area n shark bought 2 paintings

PHUKET
13 Aug (thursday)
- check in and straight away went out for sight seeing
- Pass all the 3 beaches
- Go kart
- Shopping
- Watch the sunset
- seafood dinner
- back to hotel

14 Aug (friday)
- shopping @ Jungceylon
- lunch at Pizza Hut
- Swim at the patong beach in the afternoon
- Dinner @ some indian restaurant
- back to hotel

15 Aug (saturday)
- Snorkelling in the morning
- Lunch at the island
- went for a haircut
- seafood dinner at patong area
- last minute shopping
- back to hotel

16 Aug (sunday)
- check out
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Tis 1 month had been so great and im looking 4ward to the rest of the days with u. N i surely cant wait for the Hari Raya tis year as tis will b our 1st raya together. Remember all our Hari Raya emails? Now we r really here. I myself cant believe it. Thanks 4 everything..

I love u more than i ever tot i could...

2mRw..

2009-08-06T13:02:00.002+08:00

2mrw is the day!! n i still have time to blog coz im waiting 4 bf 2 b here. But then again, i dont tink i shld expect anyone here.

I've handled events in my life n im pretty sure i love doing events but somehow tis one juz got me so uptight n lost. N 2day, im beginning 2 feel tat my plans juz doesnt seems to be goin right. I understand there will be hiccups, i can accept tat it wont be perfect but tis is juz tou much 4 me. Afterall, its my big event.

2day itself i alrd received 2 news which is sufficient to make a difference in my planning. Few days back, i alrd had changes which is not suppose 2 happen. Seriously, how i wish tat 2mrw is 2day so tat i wont have tis few more hours to go hoping tat there will be no more of such happenings when i know there will b.

Im suppose to feel excited, nervous n all those kinda feelings but rite now im juz feeling very tired n a little down. Hopefully with the function tis evening will change the way i feel n may b then will i get the excitement feeling n all.

Im juz praying hard tat 2mrw will go on smoothly. I believe that after a heavy rain, there will b a beautiful rainbow...

My DaYz WiF U...

2009-07-26T01:03:00.002+08:00

I juz finished goin thru all the smses in my phone. N it reminded me of lotsa things that we've went thru. N tats the reason for tis blog...

After reading all, it left me wif a mix feeling of which made me cry eventually. It brings me back to the day we first met more than 6 years ago, even b4 i enter ITE. I've realised tat we went thru sooo much together n i strongly believe that u r the reason for me to be wat n where i am today.

I had many great memories wif u n those tat i remembered vividly was the day when u gave me the very 1st blue rose which i still have it wif me now. In fact i have all the roses that u gave me. The yellow heart shape pendant as my 1st b'day gift n the one that meant to me most, was the promise of the kimono. It wasnt really the kimono that made me sooo happy, but the fact that u made a promise that u will get me one 3 years later n u really did. Wat more cld i ask for besides having someone who keep his word. Coz u promised to love n care for me n that i'll never leave a day w/o ur love n i believe u will keep that promise as well...

Looking back at all tat, i realised how lucky i am 2 have u by my side. N it made me wonder if im gonna b lucky 4ever coz nothing's perfect n i began 2 tink if im ever gonna accept it shld it all change... Bt than again, i've been having a great time 4 such a long period n shld it really change, i shld be thankful that throughout my life i was given the opportunity to create great moments wif u for more than 1/4 of my life.

There's alot of things i wont be able to do or achieve w/o u. N u made it possible for things that r impossible in my life. I remembered my 1st experience on the plane. It was wif u. U made tat happen by bringing me on a trip. U revamped my room n created space by drilling shelf n all which i dont tink anyone else wld do 4 me. U gave me things which i dont tink i'll ever own anytime soon. N all tis somehow have an impact in how i lead my life now. Its really not the material things tat touches me but i remembered ur wish 4 me on my b'day which says, "May u have the best things in life" n tat u r the one who made tat wish happen n u really go all the way so tat i'll receive the best tat i cld get.

Up till today, i've collected 10 "All the best" gift from u. 4 during ITE n 6 in POLY. U made a point to give me tat each semester since my ITE days. It wasnt any big gift but its enuf to remind me that i shld never disappoint anyone especially u. I dont believe i studied tis hard b4. Not during my secondary sch days. Its juz not me. N now i've graduated!! Thks 2 u.

There's jus so much 4 me 2 say n how i wish i cld compile my love journey in a book so tat everyone will know wat a great time i had and wat an increadible person u r... Ur love was undescribable, unconditional n unbelievable. Coz u show it in a different way.

I used to wonder how shld i answer if someone were to ask me "how do u know if he love u?" i use to tink that probably i'll juz say "i can feel it", or "the way he looks into my eyes.." or "he gave me everything tat i wanted." Bt tat not the answer i'll ever give shld someone ask me. Coz tat not how i know he loves me. I dont tink he intended to show me his love by giving me gifts.

But wat i am sure about is that, i know he loves me when he remembers me in his prayers...

In JuZ 2 WeEkZzZz.....

2009-07-24T00:46:00.000+08:00

Ok i felt that it was like 30 days yesterday n 2day im juz left wif 2 weeks n b4 u know it its like im left wif few hours!!!! Tats scary!!

But im soooo looking 4ward to the day b4 coz im having my "Malam Berinai" n guess wat, daddy decides to held a kenduri n it somehow made me feel that the nite is gonna b happening!! Its like the excitement starts way b4 tat. Probably wif that n wif my frenz around it'll take my mind from thinkin too much or being too nervous abt the day itself. Heeee....

Gonna have my rehearsal tmrw.. Juz a quick run thru n probably have another one on the day b4. Wow it sounded like a big event wif rehearsal n all when its juz a normal function. Hahaha... Probably i juz 1 it 2 be perfect coz its a big event for me.

Enuf abt that, I finally get to mit up wif Esah on tuesday. Yey!! like finally. hahaha... Like usual we do some catching up but didnt get 2 watch movie.. But its ok coz the day after, i went to catch Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak. A real funny show wif no story line.. hahaha

Oh yeah n i finally got the camcorder from dad!!! weeee.... Its like my errmmm... ADVANCE b'day present. Loving it! But still lazy to post pics n video.. hahaha..

N my trip wif future MIL was great! I really mean it okey...

Tats all for now. Im looking forward to mit shark for the rehearsal!! weeeeee...... ;)

30 DaYz 2 Go!!!!

2009-07-07T22:18:00.003+08:00

Weeeee.... tats fast. N im getting the cold feet. hahaha. But really, its juz like 30days away. OMG!! wat did i get myself into.. hahahaha. ;) Im all geared up abt the preparations n all but tinking abt the day itself n the changes tats gonna happen kinda freak me out.

I can safely say 90% of the things r done left the gifts n some final touch up. N im soooooo in love wif my dress. Its really made 4 me. auuwww... :D

Anyway im looking 4ward to tis sunday.. going out wif MIL to b. I cant wait 2 shop, shop, shop!!! but not 4 my stuff.. hahaha its ok, as long as can get the feel of shopping, im happy!!!!

Juz ended my conversation using skype wif sharky. Feel as if we r in different country. hahaha... wif the webcam n all. :p I tink i will b staying home 2mrw. :( Suppose to go out wif ESAH!! but someone got to stay away from the public. hahahaha. Hope 2 b able 2 c u soon babe.

Oh yeah.. N i finally bought tat handbag!!!! weeeee.... hahahaha after 1 mth of passing by the shop n juz stealing glaces n the handbag thats hanging there, i finally bought it!! ;) Soooo in love wif it. Bt the thing is, juz 2 days b4 tat i alrd bought another bag. heeeee... If mum were to know abt tis, she gonna nag at me. Bt i alrd got nagging from someone else...

Tats all 4 now. Hopefully i'll have time to type my blog b4 the DAY. heeee... SOOOOOOOO EXCITED!!!!

DoWn & OuT...

2009-05-10T13:49:00.003+08:00

Slept at Wit's place on Friday coz on Saturday shark n me had decidedd to clean the room. Anyway after that we went out together wif wit's family to marina n have our lunch there before we went to suntec for some window shopping. Everything went well until i got home.

I really dont know if its a blessing that we decided to go home early. I totally 4got that it will be happening last nite. I dont know how 2 say it coz it might sounds lame but if only u cld feel wat i feel. This is juz so impossible. Rite now im still stuck in my room refusing to go out n c those people. Im juz super frustrated!!! Seriously, wat r they thinkin??

I dont know y but i was so so damn frustrated yesterday that i cried. Its more of anger that i have. I really dont understand y no one bother to stop n think. Dont we alrd have more than wat we ask for.. so y the hell add to it???

Im actually hurting inside. Coz they have no consideration at all abt me.. coz u know wat, other people seems to be more important than anything. Thats way i felt. Coz wats gonna happen in 3 months time is no big deal that y they never consider abt any other things. Im juz so so sad coz i alrd said my plans n yet this is wat i get. Others might think that im making such a big issue over nothin, try being in my place. No one wants to do something that hate.. wats more hurting is that the people they love had made plans that drive them to do the things they dont 1 2 despite knowing how much they hate it. Y cant they juz spare a thought for me?

Dont i really mean anything to them? I was juz thinkin had i not save myself, wld i end up there? Really?? Is that wat they really 1? 2 c me at a place where i alrd told them that i dont wanna be?? Is tat it?? Do i have to make the sacrifies juz b coz someone else made the stupid decisions?? Y r u hurting me like tis??

Please.. all i need is 4 u 2 juz spare a thought 4 me n i'll be out of ur sight soon...

23 April - 5 May...

2009-05-06T00:03:00.003+08:00

Its been a really long long time huh? Getting lazier to do tis. Anyway i wana update everything that i've done till today...

23 April
Get to meet up wif Lina & Arathi to collect our Graduation attire!! weeee.... was so excited abt the attire and was even more excited to be able to meet up wif the bubble tea gang.. hahaha.. Of coz after we collected our stuff, we went to get our bubble tea before heading to tamp 4 lunch. B4 lunch we decided to go to Tampines 1 n it was so damn crowded.. N it was my 1st time there.. hahaha.... Arathi then had to go off 1st so left me n Lina to have our lunch cum dinner at our usual spot.. Pizza Hut!! heeee...

24 April
Meet shark @ Toa Payoh b4 heading to suntec to have our dinner n later we catch a movie (Jangan Tegur). Not bad .. the scary scene is ermmm... better than Jangan Pandang Belakang. Tats all i can say.

25 April
Bz cooking nasi lemak and the sambal 4 the whole family. Hahaha... yeah actually thats the very first time i cook nasi lemak. heee... i was trying my cooking skills.. n wat can i say.. nothin was left.. Must be very delicious huh? or is it... they were simply hungry. I prefer to tink that its delicious. ;)

Shark came over to try my cookings n we went out later to look 4 my cancan.

26 April
Went to my aunt place as there were some 'meeting' abt family matters. Didnt do much juz accompanied my parents n tats tat

29 April
went to JB wif bro, vee n sharky to collect my stuff. Had our lunch at Kenny Roger ouh yeah n we catch a movie there (wolverine)!!! Its my first time watchin a movie in M'sia. Great huh?

After that we went for our shopping spree... Shark n me got so carried away wif our shopping that we 4got we had to collect mum's baju kurung n when we arrive, the shop was close. heeee... sorry mummy.. :D Anyway, bought some stuff 4 myself... a pair of shoe, t shirt n yeah i bought 4 mummy her handbag too..

30 April
Nothin much juz stayed home n rot.

1 May
Had an 'event' to attend n the whole family went. Shark wasnt ard coz he had other plans. Great that it all went well. N its great to know that they are all friendly people.

After that, i followed wit to have our coffee break at Starbuck @ 1 Fullerton b4 making our way to Marina. BF said he was goin to meet me there when he suddenly change the location. I ended up goin back to Wit's place coz i decide to sleepover as is was late for me to go home.

BF then called n he ended up making his way to Wit's place juz to mit up wif me. Had a nice chat after sooooo long. But too bad was cut short as it was almost 1am and the thing is the conversation was at its peak. Its ok BF we mit again n continue some other day yeah??

2 May
Woke up in the morning coz shark rch wit's place by 10. Actually i planned to go home first n change b4 going to the beach but we end up goin to east point wif wiwit as her husband thought of trying out for the Anugerah.

We then went to far east for lunch and walk around window shopping. Tot of playing pool at lucky plaza but of coz wit got 2 pram wif her.. hahaha... we all went back together to sengkang.

3 May
Was awaken by the phone call from shark n we went for an unplan JB trip wif his frenz. It was a really really fun trip!! Didnt really know them and they brought their wife n kids n i was kinda lost but luckily they were friendly n i really had fun. Its great that at times we have such surprizes in our life. Unplan things tend to give a greater impact which we can hardly forget.

4 May
Laze ard as usual and wait for calls for interview or keep on searching for jobs. That my routine now.

5 May
Went out wif wit early in the morning to Marina Barrage. We basically went there to take pictures. hahaha... Head to suntec 4 lunch at Swensen and walk ard suntec b4 goin home.

Today, i had lotsa happy things that happened to me. Firstly, 2nd sis had agreed to thee discussions n im really glad abt it. Infact im really looking 4ward. I have so much to learn n i hope im able to start from there where i have the space n someone to help me out. 2ndly, sharky gave me a pleasant surprize!!! Even if he dont intend to it alrd happened. It's fated i gues!! So juz be excited abt it n im sooooo looking 4ward to it. At least its now confirm that we r heading somewhere.. hahaha... ;) I love u!! Dont 4get.. made in BALI!! weee...

Sun, Sand, Sea... SENTOSA!!!

2009-04-17T23:32:00.002+08:00

Wah, its been a week since the sentosa chalet wif the babes. How time flies. Had lotsa fun there.. if only we stayed there 4 good juz.. treat it like our hostel or something.. with the room side by side. Wake up every morning n jump straight to the beach!! wah... it's really a memorable time. Since we know each other for abt 6 or 7 years now, this is the very first time we organise such event. Hahaha... I really dont mind if we have it as a yearly event. It wld be so so great!!

Was expecting more to come.. you know who u r. Nvm, may b the next time we'll go overseas together. It'll b more fun im sure!!! weee...

Right now im bz wif my stuff. Everything is almost done. The cards are here, had ordered the gifts @ JB.. left to collect it by end of this mth.. so whoever wana come along juz msg me.. ;) hahaha.... i've juz settled my outfit.. wat else.. Ouh yeah the only think left is to choose for mum the color for her outfit by next week. Yey!! everyone seems excited abt it.. weeeeee...

Actually, im beginning to feel it all alrd. But i really hope all tis stuff will keep me bz and not think abt the issue. Or i'll get really nervous, excited and wat have u. Im not really sure wat kinda feeling tis is. Probably its a mixture of all. I really hope the babes will keep me company and give their encouragement thru tis time.

Cant wait 4 tomorrow coz i'll b meeting sharky again to settle another stuff. cant wait 4 everything to b done. OMG it's less than 4 mth!!!!!!!

HaPpEnInGs!!

2009-03-29T22:46:00.004+08:00

Weeeee..... juz ended my conversation wif sharky over the phone. N its a long one.. hahahah ;)

okey.. so wat did i do today.. lets see... errmmm went to meet Esah at sengkang coz we were invited to a wedding invitation.. hahaha n its the first time ever i attended a wedding reception wif a fren. N its super funny how we entered coz we cant seems to figure out where to enter n how to get to the host..

Anyway, we did get hold of him n had our lunch and later proceed back to sengkang. Had a drink at Mac b4 we went home.

Yesterday, shark was here to 'revamp' my room. Its more spacious now n i love the new study area. He said tat if he had fix the new study area earlier i would have scored A's for my exams which i tink its soooooo true!!!! hahahaha.. ;)

Ouh we also support the EARTH HOUR campaign.. i dont believe it we really shut the lights off for the whole house. N yeah shark n me still have yet 2 finish our spring cleaning so we use the camping light instead. c tis is how we show our support. Great huh... but... its juz 4 30 mins.. hahahahha... coz we cant take it alrd having to clean the room in the dark n even my living room lights were switched on. hahahaha ... so much 4 support. But at least we did it.. ok!!

Ouh yeah.... n few days ago i had my GRADUATION NITE!!!! I had lotsa fun!! There were some parts where it got emotional thou but it's really great that we have it. Anyway i felt like a cinderella that day coz shark got someone to drive me to n fro.. auwww....

Invited Lina over to my place to get ready so that we cld go 2gether since there's someone driving so yeah we went there 2gether n u shld have seen how we were rushing to get ready n the mess.. hahaha.. but it was really fun thou.

So the next thing im looking 4ward to will be the chalet at sentosa!!!! weeeee.... cant wait!!

Will post pic soon i guess... or may b i'll post it at facebook. heeee..

WeEeEeEe!!!!

2009-03-16T01:08:00.002+08:00

YEY!!! Im glad tat its over. Didnt know how i manage 2 go thru 2 days of abt 8 hrs of lecture straight from 8.45am to 6pm... hahahaha.... But of coz its all worth it.

Made some friends, aquire some knowledge, had some fun and most importantly, it helps us to know slightly more abt our partner. I really had fun eventhough i felt sleepy but its becoz i went wif shark therefore i tink it felt great that we are going thru tis 2gether.

Ouh yeah n the last module was super fun!! May b becoz the speaker have a very good way of presenting his topics. Its good that they have him as the last speaker coz it really gives a very pleasant feeling when it all ended. N of coz his topic was my FAVOURITE one...'in-laws'.. Great huh! ;)

But seriously, i learned alot. Its really an eye opener... i really tink that tis should be done way before like even single should juz go for it so that they know wat to expect when they r doing their planning. No doubt that some facts scare me alittle but whenever i look at him, i get the assurance that i'll be able to go thru it coz i know he will guide me along the way...

Anyway, besides that we had another appointment after that. So we made our way n yes im happy abt it!! Weeee..... tats so so great. Everything seems to be in place now. N now that i am really free.. im focusing my time n energy for tis.. I really 1 it 2 happen... It's a big thing 4 us. Of coz not 4 juz that day.. but its more about us moving towards the next level.

Ouh yeah n i really really 4got, I've GRADUATED!!!! weeee.... done wif the 3 years.. Results wasn't that great, but who cares... i've made it!!! WEEEEEE!!!! ;)

Im over the moon over all the great happenings... N i really hope for more such great stuff happening in my life!!

I love u... i really do.. n i dont know how else to say it or show it to u. I dont tink there's any other love language that is able to describe tis feelings. I juz hope you can see thru my heart.. kerna setiap degupan jantungku.. dan setiap helaan nafasku.. membuatkan aku terus hidup... untuk terus mencintai dirimu...

2009-03-10T22:32:00.002+08:00

Hey..... im back to bloggin.. heee... Yeah been quite awhile now. Anyway, Im done wif studying, exams n sch!! Yeah.. finally ended my 3 years of poly!!!! Tats fast huh, but lets not celebrate it too soon as the result is yet to be release.

Im just glad that everything is over now. 2nd sis gave birth 2 a handsome boy on the 26th Feb. Its great tat everything went well. Not really excited in searching for job at the moment. May b b coz im more concern abt my results and watever thats happening tis month like my course, my grad nite n all.. so im keeping tis mth available for my long awaited rest.

Anyway, im supper happy i finally got my cinderella shoe n its really my size!!! weeee... Im so excited abt it. hahaha...

Ouh yeah last week went to Joel's place wif my group mate for dinner. Had lotsa fun laughing at lame jokes n taking the 16 shots pic. hahaha... Hope we will have more of such get together...

Gonna have my rest now... might be meeting sharky 2mrw!!! weeeee....... ;)

WaTeVeR!!

2009-02-19T23:49:00.004+08:00

My schedule is super tight for the coming 2 weeks. Had lots n lotsa stuff to do and to attend to. Wats more is that my exams will be nx week. Tis sat will be along day 4 me. 2mrw will be meeting Najib and later shark. Really hope everything will go as planned.

Im a little tired of hearing the same thing over and over again. Not that i am irritated abt it bt the thought of it will make me feel angry all over again. I dont 1 tis 2 be a barrier to anything but the words juz kept playing again n again. Huh... i hate tis.

But since that day, i didnt hear anything from her. May b she dont 1 me 2 feel bad. But i felt tat way alrd. May b i shld talk to her and only then will i have some peace.

Sometimes i wonder if thats the way it shld be. Is it right that things turn out tis way or is it some signs to show that probably its not our time. Or may b its juz a test for me. But y? After that day i dont really feel right. There's like some kind of unfinish business. I dont feel good.

I dont like the feeling at all. Its very uncomfortable. I dono wat else to do. Wat shld i do??? Y?? Y me?? Yes i still cant get over it. Coz it happened to me. So no one else can understand how i feel. Not even you...

Bcoz it doesnt not juz concern my feelings.. but ppl who is so dear to me 2. How can i ever break their heart. How can i ever make them feel tat way.. Wat kind of a person m i??

From now on, im not gona let tat happen. Since no one cares abt their feelings, then i wont care abt others feelings too. I dont believe it... its bcoz i care abt your feelings i made them do something which i tink i shldnt have. But its because we came from tis kinda background. We r taught not to hurt ppl. N not to just say things like as if their feelings dont matter. Thats not the way it is. Is it?

I am also tired of trying to please ppl. So i dont care now. Since the situation is as such.. fine, im gona play it that way. I wana feel good to. I wana say watever i 1 2. N i make sure ppl i love get their say too!!

So yeah, WATEVER!!

Kisah yg tak sempurna utk kita.... kenang....

2009-02-16T00:23:00.004+08:00

Aku akan bertahan sampai kapan pun...
Maafkan aku yg tak sempurna utk dirimu...

Some of the lirik from shark's favourite song..
(the radio juz happen to play tis song as i was abt to type my blog).. wat a nice timing.

Anyway my head is really heavy now. Its spinning!! I dont know is it the right thing 2 do by telling it all.. N im really not sure if i felt better by doin so. But at least its off my chest.

I tink im repeating myself again but i really tot things wldnt b tis hard. Sometimes i really wonder if im strong enuf 2 go thru it all. Or may b im tinking 2 higly of myself n tot tat its no big deal.

I also realise that alot of things changed. Things tat were alien to me now became something that is very normal. I dont like tis change. Is seems tat its really true that i will experience tis change and its giving me a nitemare.

At tis moment, i juz wana turn back the time n remember those days. i really miss those times.

I had a very lousy day 2day... Im suppose 2 be very happy. I look 4ward 2 tis day. Its officially my last day of sch. Its something tat i look 4ward 2... but now...

Im not gona let it happen again. Not when im gona have my exams. Its not gona repeat. Its because of wat happened 7 years ago tats y i m feeling tis way.

Had i not let it get the best of me, i wld not have felt tis way now. People will not look n treat me the way i am being treated. Its my mistake.. a stupid stupid mistake. Look wat happened now.

Im sori... im really sori for not being able to protect u. U've done so much 4 me n tis is wat i repay u. i promise i wont let anyone hurt u ever again.

Im so so sori...

LoNg BrEaK...

2009-01-27T14:38:00.002+08:00

Having a long break now till wed. Thurs n Fri will be a short day 4 me. Anyway done wif all the group projects, presentations, interviews and wat not!! yey!! Now the only thing that is left is my 2 individual projects. Thats great huh?? N i only have 3 more weeks of sch, 1 week of study week n exams!! Cant wait for all to end.

Ok so wat have i done since friday... lets see..

Meet sharky on Friday and have dinner at Lau Pa Sat.. Its been a long time since we went there. We then went for a walk till clark quay area b4 we took the mrt home. On Sat, as usual got something goin on which i dont wana talk abt. :( So dissapointed... Anyway after that i went to meet my 2nd sis wif sarky at Far East to have our lunch and went back to her place for a nap. At night we went out again to suntec to meet her fren and have dinner and went home at abt 10 plus.

On Sunday, me n sharky went to my cousin wedd at wlds wif 1st sis and later all of us went to 2nd sis place to eat coz we were still hungry even after eating at the wedd place. Yesterday, we went to carrefour to buy some stuff b4 we make our way home. Me n sharky went out again later to fly kite.. but sadly my kite flew away... haiz.. nvm gonna make sharky buy me a new one.. heeee...

2day, eermm... nothing much. Woke up super late n staying home all day. As for 2mrw.. im not sure yet. May b will stay home 2 finish up my report or may b i'll go out since the shops will b open. :)

The timing 4 tis long break is juz so perfect coz its exactly when we ended all the group projects and tat i needed it badly...

CoNfUsE...

2009-01-19T16:04:00.005+08:00

Trying to look at the brighter side..

It happened again. Tis is the 3rd time as far as i can remember. But y? Is it like some sign to show that we shld stop or is it to test how strong we are? Im confuse.. hurt 2. Dono abt wat... may b its the words.. or may b im beginning 2 be more n more sensitive.

I know it wont be easy but i didnt expect it to be tis hard either. At times i juz felt that i shld have it my way coz it abt me but then again looking at it all, i juz want 1 thing. huh...

Watever happen had coz alot of unhappiness. I dont know wat else to do. Probably i shld try n b more understanding n juz go wif the flow n not tink abt wat i 1 coz it will only make things very complicated.

But sometimes i juz cant help but 2 say something coz i honestly felt that i am apart of it 2. Haiz... everytime it happen i only tink abt him and tat is the reason i am able to juz give in n swallow everything. I really dont mind coz his feelings matters most.

Actually at tis point, i dont care 2. Juz do watever they wana do. Coz im tired 2 'argue' abt anything anymore. Juz go ahead n plan n do it the way they 1 it. Money really is a big thing huh? It determine how u get 2 control ur own life. Probably b coz i dont have any thats y i dont get 2 have it my way...

2009...

2009-01-17T22:45:00.003+08:00

Is it too late to say Happy New Year!! hahaha... been too busy to update anything. Anyway, i have about 1 more month 2 go b4 sch is officially over 4 me!! weeee... of coz its exclusive of my study week n exams but the tot of having to go to school no more is just super exciting!! Cleared most of my project except 4 2 more individual interview, 1 report, 1 portfolio and 1 presentation 2 go. Aye... looks like still got alot.. aiyoh!! N all of it have to be done by next week. OMG!! got so many things 2 do.. :(

Anyway, i juz got back from my outing wif shark. Finally got my kite n we fly it juz now.. yeah its dark but hey.. its romantic ok!! ;)

There's alot of things that i look 4ward 2 this year. Im not sure if i shld say that i started this year in a good way. But i do hope that whatever that i am planning for and whatever that i hope 4 will turn out the way it should. I really hope this is my year.

For now, im juz looking 4ward 2 tis coming sat. :) Will update soon...

OvEr ThE WeEkEnDs...

2008-12-24T00:19:00.009+08:00

Got lotsa stuff 2 update but im super lazy 2 type so im gona post pics alrite. Here it goes..

The first thing that im super happy about.... My new HP!!!! weeeee....(131208)

On the same day i got my hp.. we had a picnic cum nite stay @ changi beach (13-141208)

And on the 14th.. me n sharky went to his cousin's wedding..and at nite we went to have dinner at Bedok Corner Food Centre wif family.. it's bro's treat!!!

On the 19 - 21 Dec 2008, we went to KL wif family. Had lots n lotsa fun!!!

nice view from our hotel room

Me...

Him...

The Family!!

Thinkin of u...

Simply me...

breakfast..

Me n Wawa

Mother n daughter..

Feeling feeling

thinking of me?

My bus

Its cold in here.. haha

Hug me!!!

At the lobby

Nice huh? its chocolate!!

My breakfast..

2008-12-09T11:50:00.005+08:00

My Ticket

It's huge huh?

Juz us.. hahaha

My Cabin...

Tat's wat is inside..

I simply love tis

Cool huh?

Random
while u r away...

Love u...

Ok some updates after not posting anything 4 some time... But where do i exactly start.. ermmm... Lets juz b random n i'll type watever i remembered.

Ouh i remembered 2 weeks ago where i went out wif shark n his cousin 2 Orchard & Mustafa in the wee hours. Tats something i cant 4get coz we dont do tis kinda stuff. Its bcoz the cousin was driving tats y we r able to go out late. Heee...

I also got the opportunity 2 get onboard the Super Star Virgo Cruise. Its super huge and each cabins are different. I love the one wif the bathtub facing the sea. It like u r showering in the open. Cool rite!! Gona go on cruise!! We also went to Tanah Merah Country Club. The General Manager was great. He showed us around and gave a brief intro abt TMCC. But both trips were short thou.

Wat else... ermm.. Ouh went to shark's fren wedding at Marina Mandarin. Cool.. nice food but it ended quite late and the nx day i have my test!! hahaha... I simply love chinese wedding coz they have lotsa food n that they will serve u instead off buffet style. N i cant wait when they serve the soup!! hehehehe... MAY B i'll learn how 2 cook but c how lah eh..

Ok so yesterday was Hari Raya Aidil Adha. stayed home coz sis came over like usual. Cook Curry Chicken n Rendang wif ketupat.. yum yum.. Its such a waste tat u didnt get 2 taste it. :P

Tis week is my mid sem test week followed by 2 weeks break. But since i have no paper so i'm having 3 weeks of break!!! I dont know y im excited anyway coz its not really a break. U know term break is more like 'project week' hahaha.. but im glad i've went thru half way of my final sem which means im left wif 7 weeks more b4 it all end. huh!! Juz cant wait... It'll soon b over... :D

Im excited abt tis coming weekend coz it'll b the long waited gathering wif the babes. May b tis time we'll get 2 spend more time since we r gonna overnite. Hopefully things will go well.

Sis juz msged me .. dono wana go out or not. But watever it is.. i have 2 complete my project reseach by 2day!! Haiz... okie gtg now.. ;)

UpDaTeS, UpDaTeS, UpDaTeS!!!!

2008-11-23T14:32:00.005+08:00

random pic - us at one of the restaurant at KLCC on his b'day.. :D

C... mine is way smaller... heeee ;)

The glossy piano finish cover...

Front view.. weee

I love you...

Weeee..... im super dupper happy!!! This will be my first blog entry typed using my new laptop!!!! Weeeeeeee..... heeee... Im lovin it! ;) N as u can c its a white piano finish n its super small juz nice 4 me. Its even smaller than A4 paper!!!

Juz came back abt half hour ago n im juz super happy 2day. Ended watever i needed to end n finally i got to get the things done 2day!! I juz hope i wont disappoint sharky n myself. Its hard werk u know. I 1 all the effort 2 b worthwhile.

Anyway, went out wif sharky yesterday n went all the way to NTU to study and do all the assignments. Then had a bus ride to Anchorpoint where we had our lunch n i bought a blouse there.. heeee.. then another bus ride to Bras Basah coz someone is missing that place soooo much b4 we took another bus ride home. Wow tats a lot of bus ride.. but i like.. :D
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Ouh yeah last week i had lotsa outing. Went to spa at traders hotel, went to URA, Kranji Farm and also to Kak Rose's wellness centre 4 an interview.

Lets start with the spa which i went wif Lina on the 13th Nov. i took 2 treatments n tat is the aromatherapy massage and also facial and both treatments is abt 1 hr each. Had a very nice experience n the massage was kinda good. Really felt great n the service wasnt tat bad either. Probably b coz i came on the rite day n met the rite therapist. Ouh.. and thanks 2 sharky for the sponsorship.. very much appreciated.. heeee

Then 2 URA on the 17th Nov wif my group members.. was actually an outing 4 us 2 juz educate ourself on wats available. But i guess we r looking 4ward 2 the luch time more than anything else. N thks 2 Karen 4 the Hippo Ride 2 suntec from chinatown area.

B4 that we went to Kranji farm on the 16th Nov n we got lost there!! Wat an experience but goin as a group will of coz be fun eventhough its hot n all.

N finally we went to Kak rose's treatment centre to interview her and know more to aid us in our project. Yeah so basically tats a very tight schedule we have 4 the week.

But then again im happy coz i got a new lap top at the end of the tiring week i had 2 go thru.. heeee... Got tis on thurs after visiting kak rose. It was an unplan thingy coz as far as i remember, the only thing that i plan 2 buy was a new hp. hahaha.. But the feeling of getting something u didnt expect was juz overwhelming. something which i tink its hard 2 describe wif words.. But im sure my actions says it all.. heeeee.... ;)

Love u many many @>--,'---

2dAy..

2008-11-14T23:39:00.003+08:00

Amazingly my class ended like 1 hr 10 mins earlier than usual. Coz usually whenever she said we will end early means 10 to 15 mins early but 2day was juz unbelievable... hahaha.. But i still got out of sch late coz i was keeping myself bz while waiting 4 shark. So i made my way 2 the bookshop hoping 2 get some books as they r having a closing down sale.

Bought myself a book n guess wat... i bought myself a gift tat is TP mug so tat i'll have a souvenier once i left TP. hahaha!! but it looks cool.. After tat i accompanied Lina 2 grab a bite while i read the paper about the zoo thingy. Its juz so stupid 2 do such a thing. We then head 2 the bus stop so that i can meet sharky at tampines interchange.

Went 2 eat popiah at Qi Ji b4 making our way 2 IKEA!! weee... Im supper excited with the list i got n imagining wat my home will b like. I really had fun there.. heee

meeting sharky again 2mrw!! im looking 4ward 2 our outing. I guess tats the reason im able to go thru the days in sch coz only then will i b able to enjoy my weekends wif sharky!! heeee

Cant wait 2 c u!!!

Weeeeeeeee.....

2008-11-06T22:30:00.002+08:00

Yey yey!!!! he's back!! weeeeeee..... Actually he's back 3 days ago. heeee... Im soooo happy abt it. Miss him sooo very much. I got 2 c him on monday coz he pick me up from sch. Was a little mad at him coz his late. I mean i was hoping 2 c him 4 soooo long n he's late making me wait after all the waiting tat i had gone thru.

Anyway cant get angry 4 long coz i really miss him so we went 2 airport 2 have dinner @ swensen. Didnt get 2 talk much coz it seems like there's so much 2 talk abt n there's so little time. Amazing how the time werks. It seems 2 move so slow when u r apart but so fast when u r 2gether. Tats y we meet again 2day.. heeee... cant get enuf of him. :D

Oh yeah he bought me lotsa stuff!!!! weeee... He got me a winter jacket n its brown!!!! n the snow cap which is also brown!!! hahahaha... A Paris Bijoux handphone accessories... n the thing is my hp cant hang tat thing.. hahaha but its ok.. im gonna get a phone that i can hang tat thing coz its lovely... blink blink!! heeee... errmmm.. wat else.. ouh he got me a bottle with a shape of a bulb.. its so cute coz when im out of idea, i'll stare hard at it hoping it'll light up.. hahahaha.. lame i know. N lastly.... he bought me a fossil watch!!!!! n its brown oso!!!!! hahahaha N its very nice... will upload pics 4 u 2 c... heeeee N ouh one more thing he also gave me chocolate drink... one is Rich Chocolate n the other is Double Chocolate Meltdown n it taste sooo yummmy n chocolatey... So everything is brown!!

Great huh??!! Thanks 4 all the gifts and its really beautiful and so sweet of u. but having u here infront of me and tat im able 2 hold ur hands tight n hear ur voice every nite is the greatest gift ever. I love u so very much.

WrOnG InFo.. :(

2008-11-02T16:51:00.003+08:00

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Guess wat.. i was soooo hoping he will b back 2day. I even got alittle paranoid n woke up every hour in the morning so as not to miss his sms coz i missed the 4am msg he send me. Then when i didnt get any reply i tot his flight had been delayed n will be here in the afternoon.

Aroung 5+ juz now i finally got a reply.. n u know wat??? he's in Seoul Korea!!?? Ok nvm.. I guess i wanted 2 see him so badly that i got all the info mixed up. :( but i was really expecting him 2day n not seeing him now is juz very disappointing. 7 hours 2 go... coz he said he'll reach here at 1 am n tis time it better be rite. I cant take anymore of tis waiting.

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I hope 2 c him after school 2mrw. Wana go 4 a walk or a bus ride n juz chat wif him all the way after soooo long of not hearing his voice...

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JuZ HoW MuCh I MiSs U...

2008-11-01T23:56:00.002+08:00

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Yesterday, 2day & 2morrow...

2008-11-01T22:41:00.003+08:00

Juz got back abt half an hour ago. Went out wif 2nd sis to tamp n got a nice dinner treat from her.. heeee... Thks sis. Ouh yeah n yesterday...

Yesterday was a nice outing wif najib n his frenz... We went to the UNGU CONCERT @ Esplanade concert hall.. weeee.... I wasnt really so excited abt the concert at first coz im not really a fan of the band but when i was there it was... super great. I even sing along n i let them sign on my precious brown adidas sweater.. Oh my GOD!! yeah i really did.. hahaha .. Thks Najib 4 the invitation. I really had fun.

By the way, Sharky msg me 2day.. we even chatted in the morning b4 he left Fort Dodge. He msg me again when he is in minneapolis which means he'll be back by 2mrw!!!!!!! weee... cant wait!!!! Im supper excited i dont tink i can sleep. heeee...

I miss u so much...
Hope im able 2 c u 2mrw...

It HuRtS...

2008-10-27T02:22:00.003+08:00

2day, i went out in the morning 2 settle something tat i really looked forward 2. But sadly i went there wif sis instead of sharky. But im glad .. tat we got wat we wanted. Im excited abt it!! I cant wait 2 show it 2 sharky.. im soooo.. happy!!

n thks yat 4 accompanying me.. i know u r trying 2 cheer me up. It really made me happy. Thks!!

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I didnt cry when i send him off. No tears when i went 2 sis place coz i was 2 tired tat i fell asleep... when i got back home i was 2 tired... i did not cry coz i wasnt even feeling well n all i did was go straight 2 bed hoping i'd dream of him.

Today, tears kept rolling even w/o me realising.. im not sure myself if i cried or was it bcoz im sick. The tears juz flow freely. But rite now, im sure tat im crying.. coz my heart is hurting sooo much not bcoz i've been coughing but its aching coz im missing him badly.

May b i've been getting tis sudden headache, sorethroat, flu n wat have u since the day he left was bcoz i've been trying so hard 2 hold back my tears. B coz i wana put a brave front so tat ppl wont tink tat i cant take care of myself & most importantly i dont 1 him 2 wori abt me.

Hopefully when im in sch i'll not feel like tis. But goin 2 sch wasnt something i looked 4ward 2. Everything seems wrong. Wats wif me??!! huh..!!

Things will get better 4 me.. hopefully..

Im counting down the days..

uPdAtEs..

2008-10-24T21:46:00.002+08:00

At 9.30am (SG time) 2day, i finally got a msg from sharky. He juz reached LA after abt 16 hrs of flight. He said tat it was 6.30pm there. So he had to wait for abt less than 6 hrs 4 the next flight which is at 12.15am (LA time) which is abt 3 plus pm here. After which he msg me again at 7.15pm (SG time) and said that he reached Minneapolis. So he had one more flight 2 go b4 he reach his destination at Fort Dodge.

It must be a very tiring thing 4 him 2 take 3 flights just 2 reach there n if the interval is like just now which is 7 hrs.. im sure he'll feel bored having nothin 2 do. So im juz waiting 4 the final msg 2 knw tat he reach Fort Dodge safely n tat he's in his hotel room.

My sore throat is not getting any better in fact i got flu 2. Been sleeping the whole day. Hopefully i'll go out 2mrw 2 get some fresh air n take my mind off tis whole thing coz i simply miss him sooo much. Its been more than a day tat i last get 2 hear his voice. Long distance call can be very costly so all we can do is juz sms. :(

i tink i ever recorded his voice reciting some prayer but its in my old phone which is of no use 2 me now. So i still cant get 2 hear his voice. :'( i miss him...

I miss u...

FaR AwAy... :'(

2008-10-23T22:37:00.003+08:00

Im down n its only the first day or shld i say few hours tat he's away. He's somewhere in the dark sky. At tis moment it'll b 6 1/2 hrs of his flight.. abt may b less than 10 hrs more 2 go (i guess). We've never been apart for this long. He'll b away 4 2 weeks. 2 week!!!! the other time was juz a few days n i cant wait 4 him 2 come back. but now.... :(

u know he used 2 tell me tat he wanted a job in the oil rig n tat the job will require us 2 be apart n tat he'll always say tat watever we r goin thru now is juz like a trial. But I really dont tink i can. I tried... juz like 2day.. i tried 2 send him away w/o tears.. which i did but u nvr know wats inside n how i am now. I juz hate tis. :'(

Im waiting 4 him 2 touchdown so tat i'll get a msg from him n tat at least i knw everything is alrite. Oh God tis is only the 1st day. How m i gonna survive for 2 weeks.... :'( the tot of it makes me sick.. actually i really tink im gonna b sick. my throat starts 2 itch n its kinda painful. Gonna have a sore throat n may b fever.. coz im starting 2 feel all the signs.

2 tink of it we've never been apart tis long. We'll always make a pt 2 c each other at least once a week but usually the minimum wld b twice a week. If he ever need 2 werk overseas.. i guess i'll follow him or i'd regret it the whole of my life.

Shld have recorded his voice or something so at least i can hear it b4 i go 2 sleep. I miss him so much alrd.

Never imagine tat i'll b soooo lost w/o him. Hope 2 c u in my dreams...

Im BaCk!!

2008-10-20T21:27:00.002+08:00

Weeee.... im back infact its yesterday. hahaha. Went 2 surabaya on friday & came back yesterday. Was a super fun trip coz i went there wif sharky of coz... His mum, aunt n also his mum's fren were also there.

We were treated like some VIP!! great huh. Stayed in a 2 storey house n even b4 we r get up in the morning our mini breakfast is ready outside our room. Y i call it mini coz after tat light 'refreshments' of usually coffee n tea wif fried bananas, our REAL breakfast will b a proper meal which consist of rice n n all the heavy gravy. N tats only breakfast so juz imagine the lunch n dinner.

Once we arrived after a 2 hr flight, we went straight 2 have lunch at a nice restaurant. Had lotsa nice local food wif of coz the gurame fish.. yum yum.. then we went straight 2 shop w/o resting n unpacking our stuff 1st. So we headed down to where they sell lotsa bags. I ended up buying a bag b4 we decide to call it a day coz their 5pm plus alrd look like its 8pm or 9pm here. n their subuh is at 4am. early huh.

Continued our shopping spree the next day. This time we bought more things as we will be goin back the next day. So i bought more stuff for my family members. Didnt change enuf money so we r unable to buy more. But its really a shopping paradise there as its really really cheap. Juz imagine we manage 2 get 2 handbags, 5 wallets, 2 telekung, 2 t shirt, a sweater, a dress, 1 batik shirt, 2 kain pelikat, snacks n i cant remember wat else for juz SGD200. cheap huh?

B4 we head to the airport on the final day.. we did a last minute shopping. Shark then got himself a backpack coz we bought 2 many things tat it didnt fit the lugage. Me n shark went there wif juz my handbag n a small lugage. But we went home wif my handbag, the lugage, shark's normal bagpack n the big bagpack he juz bought.

Anyway i really enjoyed my stay there. Will post the pics n also the hari raya pics soon. (hopefully) Oh yeah im not looking 4ward 2 thurs as sharky will b goin 2 US for more than a week. :'( gona miss him soooo very much. Im missing him alrd.. :(

fAiR??

2008-10-10T02:02:00.004+08:00

I tot i have nothin more 2 write but at tis hr no one is ard 2 hear watever i got 2 say so i need 2 let it out somewhere. So here it goes..

Some ppl seems 2 like 2 ask abt Fairness... when we know nothin is fair in this world. Some r born rich while others r suffering somewhere. So is tat fair? Some ppl juz get watever they 1 n 2 some getting one thing is like a dream come true.. so u tink is fair?

If we know tat different ppl have different things n tat we r not born with the same capabilities, assets, frenz, IQ n all... so y the hell do we have 2 ask 'is it fair?!'

Lets do some QNS & ANS :

1)
QNS: So is going to a fren with ur problems n expecting ur fren wld help u out with a solution becoz someone else created the problem for u, fair?

ANS: YES / NO

Somethin 2 ponder: As a fren u'll always b there 4 each other. help one another coz tat's wat frenz r 4.

2)
QNS: U actually have a solution sorted out for ur problems. But u still insist for ur fren to come up wif a solution n hoping tat ur fren's solution will b some wat like urs so tat it will look as if u did not come out wif the solution coz u know its not a win-win situation n some ppl will not b happy wif it. Which means ur fren will get all the shit coz ur fren came up wif tat idea... is it fair??

ANS: YES / NO

Something 2 ponder: A fren always try 2 help u all the way but r u tat kind of fren? If u r, how can u have the heart to put ur fren in tat position.

3)
QNS: Ur fren actually came up wif a solution but the solution is not like wat u wanted. So u start arguing wif each other n hoping tat that it'll lead to where u initially wanted it to go. So now u r arguing wif ur fren over a problem created by someone else. Is it fair?

ANS: YES / NO

Something 2 ponder: Y r u arguing wif ur fren? May b ur fren shldnt b involve in the first place. Shld juz step back coz its pointless n useless 2 wana help a fren who juz dont appreciate it.

4)
QNS: After the long arguement, u decide to go back to tat person who created the problem with the solution tat ur fren had suggested coz u sort of unable 2 win in tat argument. But of coz the other party is not happy so now.. u had a sour, awkward, n wat not kinda freindship wif ur fren. Is it fair?

ANS: YES / NO

Something 2 ponder: May b u shld b someone who is firm n able 2 decide n not mix the situation up. Dont mix the problems u have wif the arguements u had wif ur fren. N dont even argue wif ur fren since u came for help n ur dear fren is juz trying very best 2 help u out.

5)
QNS: U apologize for wat happened n ur fren is not talking abt it anymore n moved on. Juz tat ur fren didnt talk 2 u tat much bcoz ur fren never did from the start n u start having the thinkin tat ur fren is giving u the cold shoulder. Is it fair?

ANS: YES / NO

Something 2 ponder: Think watever u want.. coz it doesnt matter anymore

I didnt type my answer coz i tink its pretty obvious. U may wana answer the yes n no urself. If u have lotsa YES then i wish u all the best.

But i juz wonder y r u being so mean 2 ur fren? Y r u trying 2 b fair 2 others n not ur fren? So stop asking abt fair or not if u r unable 2 b fair urself. Its juz very contradicting.

So is it FAIR now?

1 WeEk AgO...

2008-10-09T23:33:00.002+08:00

Its been a week since Hari Raya Puasa. N it wasnt like wat i expected. Anyway will post pic soon after my outing wif frenz tis sat. Didnt really go out for visiting. Only went to 3 places and 2nd sis have open hse coz its Rian's b'day n i also went 2 shark's place.

Im really looking 4ward 2 the outing tis sat coz it'll b my very first real outing. Coz everytime i went out its only 4 a short while. Didnt really enjoy my hari raya tis year. :(

Went shopping wif BF yesterday. Bought 2 t shirt, a blouse, a jacket n a bag. OMG i really shop. Haiz... it hurts spending tat much thou.. hahaha but some say it a therapy. heeee.... Its sooooo gonna b a one time thing. I love my t shirt very much especially the gray one. weee....

At the moment im feeling very very very frustrated!!!! Firstly my hp is creating problems n secondly im soooo looking 4ward 4 2mrw but not anymore!!! Seriously, is it like hard 2 remember or wat?? Didnt i send sms at 6 plus??? n send it again at 8 plus??? n again at 9 plus?? So much 4 asking me 2 reach hm early so tat we can msn n talk abt 2mrw's plan. N im like one paranoid gal checking my hp everytime in case i got a msg or a miss call. I was so excited abt it. Really look 4ward.. I even check on the net 4 wat movie is available.. :'(

Guess wat?? im not goin anywhere 2mrw.

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2008-09-26T04:48:00.003+08:00

Hey.. it 4.50am n im sitting here typing my blog. Something tat NEVER happen in my life. Im actually waiting 4 subuh n since i got nothin 2 do.. so here i am typing my heart out.

im feeling down.. n hearing the sad raya songs makes it worst! Its as if i was the one who went thru it all. I hate this!! Im sori u had 2 went thru it 2day.. ur special day...

Guess wat, i totally 4got my BF b'day!! i know i know... i was shocked myself. Wat was i thinkin. I mean this year he even came to my so called b'day bash n here i am not remembering his b'day n realising it only when he said it 2 my face!! haiz...

If we did not meet last nite i wld have not remembered anything. Anyway, we had a chat at starbuck last nite n we got carried away till midnite. I dont know wat 2 feel 4 him. I dont know if i shld b happy or sad. Actually our conversation did not stop when we decide 2 go home coz it continue over the phone till juz abt 45 mins ago.

Luckily he didnt cry or anything like tat coz i wldnt know how 2 react. But i felt tat it was juz a strong front he's been putting up coz deep inside im sure it hurts. For the very first time i felt tat im not sure how 2 comfort someone coz throughout the conversation i still kept thinkin how the hell did i 4get.

But im glad i manage 2 get his mind off the situation coz we were talking crap most of the time n i hope i manage 2 take him away from the hurt he went thru even for juz that short moment. Had we been somewhere else, may b its not him but i'll b the 1crying my heart out 2 c him in that state.

Sometimes i ask myself wat wld be the outcome had we decide to take a different route. Will we get something better? things tat we had always wanted? Greater achievements.. or the best possible things that cld happen in our life?! But then again, if we r doin ok now, nt having difficulties, enjoyin watever tats happening around us... y wont we juz b contented wif wat we have? Y shld we even bother to tink abt the outcome had we choose a different path. Eventhough how much we said that we r contented, there's still a tiny thing at the back of our head pondering on the other outcome. Funny isnt it.

But if the outcome of the path we choose seems 2 b wrong does tat mean we made the wrong choice? I personally felt that the decision we made at tat point was never wrong.. its juz how we react when we realise tat it doesnt go our way. Y cant we juz continue our journey and try to get our way out of it rather than turn back to tat junction n take the other route coz you never know tat it might juz be as bad.

Im sori i 4got.. n i felt sori 4 wat happened. Hope u'll b ok.

~KEGAGALAN HARI INI ADALAH LANGKAH PERTAMA MENUJU KEMENANGAN HARI ESOK~

1 MoRe WeEk!!!

2008-09-23T15:13:00.002+08:00

Weee.... 1 more week 2 go b4 its HARI RAYA PUASA!!!! yey!!! hahaha.. tats fast huh? There's still lotsa things which needed 2 be done. Like i still have few cookies 2 bake (abt 3 more), clean my room, the living room, collect my outfit!! n yeah find b'day present 4 Ryan coz his b'day falls on the 4th day of Hari Raya. Ermm.. wat else.. I tink there's still some more but i juz cant remember.

Anyway, im listening 2 Hari Raya songs n it made me feel more excited 4 raya. This is the best part that i like abt fasting month especially when its reaching the end coz i get 2 hear all the oldie raya songs. It gave me a mixed feeling thou coz some can really make me sad.

Actually im planning 2 go geylang 4 1 last time. I dont know y but i juz wana be there. I know its cramp n all but may b coz im gona miss it once its over. So i really hope i'll have the time 2 go there since i have lotsa other stuff 2 do.

2nd sis said she will be coming here on the night of Hari Raya. Weee... tat wld b fun coz my whole family will be here. I really cant wait!!

Ok ok enuf 4 now. gotta type a long2 'compo' 4 sharky.. heeee... will update on the happenings soon.. ;)

Great Day!!!

2008-09-14T23:41:00.002+08:00

Weeeeeeeee!!!!!!!! Had a great day 2day. Didnt really do much but juz felt great after wat happened. I sprained my ankle yesterday.. how did tat happened? Ouh i was carrying ryan while he was sitting in his pram down the stairs n i accidentally miss a step!! OUCH!!! yeah damn ouch. HAd difficulties 2 even walk properly.

Anyway, as usual, Shark came2 day. Brought lotsa stuff 4 me.. Weee.... Firstly is the ankle sleeve which he bought on the way 2 my place. sweet rite... heee... then he gave me the 3 baju kurung which his mom sew it 4 me... awww... more sweeter.. heee... n its really very beautiful. Makes me soooo excited 4 Hari Raya!!!

After trying all the baju we went 2 compass 2 find my handbag. B4 heading back home for break-fast shark bought me a box of mooncake.. another weeeee... hahaha.. Had a great spread for break-fast thanks 2 1st sis. Had lots n lotsa fun 2day.

I really hope that every other day will b juz as great as 2day. Coz wat happened yesterday is not something tat i wana remember.

I love u, sharky...
thks 4 the great day... :)

GoOdByE My LoVe...

2008-09-02T19:58:00.003+08:00

Hmmm.... Shark is far away from me now. :( send him to the airport early tis morning juz after sahur. Bye bye Sharky....

I really wanted to stay wif him at the airport but he told me 2 go back home n rest as i have something on this afternoon. I hate the feeling of 'parting' :(
Of coz tis is not the first time he's away juz that its getting to a point where i need 2 c him EVERYDAY!! so tats y im feeling tis way. Im insane.. u bet i am.

If only u knew how far he is n how long he's gona b away. Im sure u r gona say im a crazy gal or i have nothin better 2 do. But i really miss him now. Juz feel so different. I cant imagine if he really get the kinda job which requires him 2 b away 4 some time. Im really gona die from the heartache of missing him.. hahaha.. i know i know u r gona say 'oh pls stop it! dont lie.. u r not gona die' or 'ok enuf alrd .. we all get it' haiz but i dont care!! im still gona type for as long as it takes 2 juz let everyone know how badly i miss him... or at least until im satisfied

U know may b its true tat we dont really treasure wat we have until its gone. Its not tat his gone but its somehow related. Like rite now i tend to miss him more since he's far away than the usual 'miss' i had when he's home n not meeting me.

Anyway, he called me b4 break fast n i was like super happy!! Great to know tat he's having FUN!! hahaha... I guess i miss him alot tat it shows in my face. Even sis was saying like 'dont wori he's gona b back soon' 'awww.. u miss him alrd'.. :( How can i not.. rite??

Im planning 2 do something 2mrw n hopefully the outcome will b like wat i wanted coz it's gona b a surprize for him!! weeee.... cant wait. Im sure he'll love it. Coz its made wif love... :D

C u soon, my love..

SoMeThInGs FiShY

2008-08-31T23:23:00.007+08:00

BB!

LaLa!!

WaWa!!

n ME!!! weeee....

The sisterz

The ladies

In the car.. on our way..

This is wat we bought. The whole box is full wif FISH!

Yesterday like usual i get 2 meet sharky. Didnt do much. We were at home didnt have plans 2 go anywhere. So we did our SHORT discussions and went 2 eat cake at MAD JACK juz 3 stops away from my place. Wat can i say abt the service... ermm... Shark said that he's never gona go back there again.

Bought lanterns on our way back home 2 play wif the kids. Juz felt like doin so. Shark went back home at abt 11.30. He seems 2 b super tired. May b tats the reason y we didnt have any plans 2 go out.

Anyway last nite i had plans 2 go out wif 1st sis, bro in law n mum. N guess 2 where?? Jurong Fishery Port!! hahaha.... It was like an excursion for me. I even took pictures of the place n its using a digi cam mind u not my hp cam. hahaha.. really look like a tourist out of place. Its a really nice place to experience the atmosphere early in the morning. Get to c the fresh fish n wat have they.

We reach there abt 2.45am and mum n sis seems to be buying lotsa fish. We walk around till we cant carry the stuff anymore so we decide to put it in the car first b4 goin back to get more stuff. Crazy huh? At abt almost 4 we went 2 get a hot drink b4 heading back home. Reach home at 5am n im super tired. Wash up coz all of us really smell of fish b4 i went 2 bed.

Woke up at 1.30pm!!!! hahaha... n still feeling tired. Luckily didnt have any plans or things 2 do so juz rest at home. Wat a great experience. Gona bring shark there the next time n i bet u he's gona buy even more. hahaha ;)

Fasting Month is here!!

2008-08-28T14:47:00.003+08:00

From Sharky!!

Weeee..... Fasting month is here again. Cant wait!! Anyway I hope to keep myself bz with all the bakings of cookies but actually i have yet 2 plan wat to bake. This year i wasnt excited abt baking at all juz excited abt the fasting month. Tats all. But hopefully with the new cookie book shark bought for me i'll find the 'mood' to bake.. heeee

Had dinner wif him yesterday @ sakura tats when i told him tat i've been baking the same cookies for 3 years n tats when we go look out for a new book. Thanks Sharky for the book!!! Will try very hard 2 bake new cookies.. heeee ;)

Its been almost a mth im at home doing nothin. Getting very bored. All i look 4ward 2 is juz the weekends so that im able to meet shark. Really cant take it anymore. Hopefully the fasting mth will change everything.

Gonna call him now.. Miss him alrd.. :(

My 23rd B'DaY BaSh!!!!

2008-08-12T17:43:00.004+08:00

My B'day Presents!!!!

FROM:

Adidas shirt from sharky!!

Dib

Jaclyn my HR @ SGCC

Najib

Rod

Yat

My B'day Cake

My portion

Weeee...

1st sis

the inside

And a wonderful wonderful b'day bash to remember from 2nd sis and all..... awwww...

Weeeee...... had lots n lotsa fun!!! Had my b'day bash at Wit's place on sunday. I tot it would just be a normal gathering for the family but she had something else in mind. Even my frenz n sharky were together in it. How dare they communicate behind my back!! hmm....

Anyway had a super great fun!! Was so surprize 2 c yat was there b4 i came n to know that she actually had helped my sis 2 prepare averything. Thanks alot yat!

Then came the other 4... Rod, Zul, Dib & even Najib!! hahaha... was so surprize 2 c them. We had our singging session as normal n no one is allowed to go b4 the sing. Hahahaha.... Had so much fun making them sing. Sharky didnt sing any but its ok coz its only 4 me 2 hear... ;) u know wat i mean.. hahahaha...

2nd sis had been the best. Prepared evenrything for me. She even ordered the cute b'day cake. U r the best bebeh!! I really enjoyed myself. Wat more can i ask for besides spending my b'day with my love ones n my bestest of frenz.

Thanks everyone for the gift n rod, i love the video so very much. I love all of you so very much!! hahaha

UpDaTeS...

2008-08-07T01:26:00.002+08:00

My attachment is finally over. Actually it ended last friday juz that i dont have the time to blog. Wow, 20 weeks n i should say its kinda fast. Im not sure if im starting to miss the people there. Anyway, i had a super duper great farewell!!! Lotsa nice food, lots n lotsa presents.. weeee.... people simply loves me.. heeee ;) Will post the pics soon so that all of u are able to c the great farewell i had. :P

These past few days is really making me feel super bored coz im so used to goin to werk n now that im home n it simply sucks! N to add on to it i have to complete my portfolio by Friday coz i dont wana tink abt it over the weekends. In fact i wld love to submit it earlier and get it done and over wif.

Actually im not sure if i shld feel happy that the whole attachment thingy is over or sad for the fact that im gonna miss all of them. Its not even a week and im feeling this way. Im sure and i hope that it'll go away.

Talking abt the weekends, its gonna b my BIRTHDAY!!!! YEY!! im not sure if im happy for being a year older but i've been looking forward to the day. A nice NDP show with my love ones followed by a small celebration with my family the next day as its also my parents anniversary. HAve yet to get them anything. Cant tink of any rite now.

Time really flies huh. I dont remember wat really happened after turning 13. And all of a sudden, now im 10 years older. Wat the hell have i been doing??!! But seriously, the years after that seems to go so fast that i couldnt catch up. May b my memory is failing on me. But still im looking forward to more great things in the years to come.

So b4 i end tis blog i wld like to wish myself a HAPPY ADVANCE B'DAY & HAPPY ADVANCE ANNIVERSARY to my parents!!

hApPeNiNgS....

2008-07-13T18:40:00.003+08:00

My pleasant surprize!!

Awweeee.... so sweet.. Im melting...

So sweet of him...

Wana share wif all abt the great happenings recently. heee....

Its been like almost 2 mth or so since i wanna bowl n i juz had a tough luck getting a lane. But last week i finally got one. Was with shark at tat time and he knew i wanted to bowl soooo much so we manage to get it becoz we went in to book the lane juz minutes after it opened. Great huh! After 2 games we went to play pool 4 an hour b4 we made our way to our initial plan.

Anyway guess wat, i received a bouquet from sharky last Thursday!!!!!! weeee... n it was send to the office!!! Tat was a pleasant surprize. But i took it as a 'sorry gift' coz he didnt call me the nite b4. ;) heee

Yesterday was a fun day. Its a gathering to c'brate Rod's & Dib's b'day. Had lotsa lotsa fun. Hope the rest felt the same way to. Sorry to make u all tired with the games while me n sharky had a great time enjoying the food while waiting 4 all of u 2be back. Its our only opportunity 2 make u all run around. heee...

I really had great fun. Hope 2 have such outings again. N 2 sharky, thanks 4 everything.. Even without the roses or gift, u know i wont b angry with u 4 long. I juz cant.

Love U Always 2!

OvEr ThE WeEkEnDs...

2008-06-08T20:39:00.002+08:00

Had a super duper great fun tis weekend!! weeee...... lets start wif friday nite after werk. Ok actually friday wasnt great at all its like my suay day but luckily its wif sharky so it really helps alot being wif someone u love during ur suay day. I met him at serangoon MRT after werk & went 2 Wit's place 2 have dinner & put our bags there bcoz we r sleeping over. After dinner, we decide to bowl at e-hub but there were 2 many ppl so we proceed to the pool area instead n its full 2. We ended up buying movie tickets (Sex and the city) showing at 1am. Since we still have got 1 hr we decide to go back to c if there's any available pool table. We saw one n decide to play but the lady said that they r not accepting anymore customer after 12 when it states that the operating hr is till 1am!! Nvm abt tat, we then proceed to coffee bean and guess wat, by the time we reach the door it showed the sign CLOSED!! wat the #%@*!!!!! hahahaha.. really out of luck. So we decide to go mac instead at downtown n tats where i met dib. Reach back to my sis place at abt 4am and all we did was catch a movie...

Saturday was a better day. Started off with a tennis session at 7am eventhough we juz had 2 hrs of sleep. After tennis 7am - 8am, we went 4 a swim till 9.30am. Bought my forever delicious lontong goreng for breakfast and headed back to Wit's place. Had our nap after tat coz its raining heavily before we went back to my place. We continue with our nap coz i felt soooo tired as we didnt get enough sleep. Woke up and we clear up my room and my living room coz 1st sis is moving in next week. At nite we had dinner 2gether with the whole family at home.

Sunday, went for the usual lesson and i tot shark wont be meeting me coz he needs his rest and for the fact that we spent 2 days 2gether but he came 2 pick me up and help fix dad's mirror. Before he went home, we played his 300 pieces domino toy which i bought for his b'day.

This weekend had been a great one for me coz i get 2 spent time wif sharky. We get 2 go out till late nite and also woke up early morning which we hardly get the opportunity 2 do it 2gether.

Thanks sharky for the great weekends... Looking 4ward 4 the nx one.

HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY, MY LOVE...

Weeeeeeeeee.........

2008-05-27T00:28:00.004+08:00

Wow.. its been a super duper long time since i last type anything here. Been very busy especially with my event. Thank God we manage to go thru everything w/o any major distruption eventhough there were certain things that didnt go the way it shld. I've tried my best & Im glad its over and the experience i gained is priceless. N rite now im having the rest that i've been looking 4ward 2 since last week. Will b back in the office on wednesday.. weee..... ;)

Anyway i really feel like blogging coz 2day i had such a fun time out wif sharky!! We had our bus ride 2day b4 deciding to watch a movie (Accuracy of Death) at suntec. I manage 2 do some shopping & bought 2 t shirt and shark bought me a tennis racket.. heeee.. After the movie, we had pool lesson at marina square and shark showed me how 2 aim n all..i was sooo bad at it, luckily there werent many ppl around coz its already 11 plus at nite. If not i'll be making a fool out of myself. I had so much fun wif him. The last time i get 2 spend the whole day was last week where we went out wif the rest 2 cycle at ubin and later catch a movie (Made of Honour)at century sq.

There's alot of things that i wanna update actually but i cant even remember.. heee.. Im left with 2 more months 4 my attachment and somehow im beginning 2 feel that i'll miss the place and ppl there. They r juz soo friendly and nice ppl 2 b around wif. They r the ppl who make me feel happy and look 4ward 2 go 2 werk. I know.. u'll say that im being emotional n all.. but i really think that they play a big role in helping me go thru my internship very smoothly.

Anyway, enough of being so emotional alrd. All i wanted 2 type was juz abt 2day n how much fun i had. heee... ;) Will type more when i have the time..

p/s: There r things that you dont 1 2 remember but there r juz some things you cant 4get...

2008-04-13T13:30:00.005+08:00

Shark help me fix the beautiful butterfly hook..

My little red riding hood..

Mum's & wawa's b'day cake.. yum yum!!

the b'day gals..

My sis insist on taking tis pic of 2 birds waiting 4 the train.. hahaha

Its been sometime since i update my blog. Getting lazier or should i say im gettien busier.. hahaha like real. Anyway 2 many things happened 4 the past 2 weeks so i cant really remember. All i know is we celebrated mum's n wawa's b'day last saturday n yesterday the whole family went out 4 dinner at Bedok Corner except 4 1st sis family coz she's gona give birth any moment.. haha.. Its bro's treat 4 us coz he alrd got his pay 4 the Project Cerpen n im glad i got my fair share coz he borrowed my lap top.. heeeee... ;) Thks Bro!!

Im waiting 4 nx 2 weeks 2 come coz i'll have my leave then the following week will b labour day then vesak day.. WOW!! suddenly im looking 4ward 2 all the Public Holiday tats available.. hahahaha..

Anyway, i feel like goin out now.. but got nowhere 2 go.. :( Juz feel like goin out 4 a walk or do some shopping. Shark had to werk.. :( Miss him lots n lots. Waiting 4 his call... Now im gonna tink of where 2 go coz i dont wanna stay home alone.. byeee.... ;)

Tiring but FuN!!!

2008-03-22T23:55:00.005+08:00

My new cork board!!

Vantage point

Rule#1

Its the first week of SIP n i must say, ermm.. quite challenging coz i need 2 wake up early 2 werk.. hahaha... Other than that every other things was alrite. Looking 4ward to my first event next week. weeee.....

Anyway, i only werk 4 3 days tis week coz Monday was D&D so i start week on tuesday while friday was a public holiday so yeah juz 3 days...

Today, had badminton session wif sharky in the morning!!! Wee... i like!! had soo much fun. Went back home to wash up b4 we went to have lunch at Little India. Then we walk all the way to Suntec 4 another movie marathon n catch Vantage Point and Rule#1. Both quite ok.. i would rate both 3 stars out of 5. After movie we went to carrefour n get some of the stuff we wanted 2 buy b4 heading home.

Tomorrow, i'll be home alone coz parents n bro will be off to M'sia. Seems to hate sunday more n more coz i'll have to go 2 werk the nx day.. :( But nvm, gtg 2 werk 4 only 2 days n have my rest day on wed n werk again 4 another 2 days, rest on sat b4 my very first involvement in the event on sunday!! cant wait!! ;)

Thanks sharky 4 the fun time 2day!! Eventhough i had a tiring week but i really look 4ward 2 spending time wif u coz its always fun!!! heeee.... ;) Love u lots n lots!!

*There's nothing stopping me except for ur heart...

FiNaLlY!!

2008-03-12T23:32:00.002+08:00

Finally, i got to upload some pics... yey!!

My favourite teh gayung!!

the inside of my 4ever yummy otah.. hmm... ;)

Had tis wif sis last monday at her place.. looks delicious rite??

Tis is the reason 4 the hangover...

me & najib at our fren's wedding

All the Best, MANJA!!! weee...

From, sharky...

Latest All the Best collection.. :D

Shery temple or something like tat.. taste kinda sweet...

OvEr ThE WeEk...

2008-03-10T16:47:00.003+08:00

Had lotsa fun thru out the week. Sleep over at wits place on Monday and had my favourite teh tarik gayung.. haha i juz had a thing 4 drinking the tea in the milk container. Went bowling @ tamp safra on Tuesday, went out to shop 4 my shoe on thursday n friday wif Wit. Went to sch on saturday and had my movie session wif sharky. I tot he wanted to watch 10,000 BC but we ended up watching Step Up 2 coz im sure he knows tat i wld love to watch the dance movie. Wat a pleasant surprize.. So we catch that at 5 to 6.45 then we went to buy another movie ticket at 7 4 10,000 BC. hahaha so ita a movie marathon 4 us. weeeee....

Yesterday, i went to one of friend's wedding b4 i meet up wif sharky at my place. We intend to go ikea n initially but end up at pasir ris beach. Nice weather n i had a great time wif sharky there eventhough its juz awhile. Make our way back n chatted till abt 10pm b4 we went home. I juz love talking to him but yesterday, he was the one talking non stop.. hahaha...

Anyway, im bored 2day. Didnt go out or do anything. Hopefully 2mrw i'll have somewhere to go or do. Still have the craving 4 fish n chips. Will die die get it 2mrw!!! Cant seems to post any pics now.. Will try again tonite.. ;)

ThE LeAp YeAr...

2008-03-02T23:19:00.004+08:00

Me @ Pizza Hut

Brownies....

Me & Rod

Another Brownies!!

JuZ Me...

I went our wif the babes on the 29th Feb. Its not to c'brate the leap year or anything but more on c'brating that exams are over 4 the 3 of us. Yat came over to my place before we went out in the afternoon to meet Rod. Went to Marina Square n Suntec n ended up having dinner at Pizza Hut. Got a call even b4 i start on my dinner and Najib was just ard the corner so he decided to join us after our dinner. Walk ard 4 awhile before we make our way to the Starbuck where we sit ard n gossip!! hahaha... We chat there 4 quite sometime before we decide to head home at abt 10.30. Had fun eventhough it feels kinda short. Its ok babes.. we'll meet again soon!!!

Yesterday, met shark in the afternoon as we had planned to watch The Leap Year. Its a very nice movie but it seems kinda slow and i was expecting a twist somewhere along the story..haha.. Ouh yeah, after the movie which ended abt 8.30, we headed down to Sentosa coz i told shark that i wanted to go there. We took the sentosa express and i actually wanted to watch the songs of the sea but we missed it coz the last show was at 8.40. But its ok coz we had our nice walk and experience sitting at the beach at night. heeee... we then walk back to the 7 11 n bought ice cream. Sit ard n talk while we finish our ice cream before heading home by cab from sentosa.

Today, i woke up especially early to go out and have breakfast with family. Shark came over coz he had promised to help me clean up my room since i cant do it yesterday due to the movie date. We managed to clean up abt 1/3 of the room n throw lotsa stuff. hahaha... Will try n clean up the rest on my own. But rite now.. i need my rest... hee... ;)

Harga sebuah rumah...

2008-02-27T14:10:00.003+08:00

Its 2 days since i finished my exams. Im suppose to feel super hyper n enjoying myself but i dont tink i feel tat way or else i wldnt b typing my blog as tis hour of the day...

I dont believe things turn out this way, i anticipated it but it juz seems different. Sometimes i cant help but feel left out. My words seems unheard and wat hurt most is tat no one care abt wat i actually 1 and feel. Even if they know, there's nothing that they can do coz im not tat important and obviously not in their priority list. Who m i, rite? Yeah, who m i to want this n that n expect them to cater 2 me.

But was that really too much to ask for? Seriously. I gave up everything that i've always wanted eventhough deep down i feel terrified. Im terrified not bcoz of the things that i've to give up, but wat im gonna have to face by giving up wat i wanted. But no one understand... Im super scared, i have my fears but its bcoz something else keep me goin, that gave me the strength, that ensure me i can go thru tis thats y i dont mind at all.

Im tired... may b i use up all my energy 4 the past 2 weeks on tis.. and in the end, nothing came out of it. Thats the price i have 2 pay...

All i wanted was that very last thing i cld ask 4 so that im able to at least feel some sense of belonging and tats all i have left to ask coz i gave up every other things. But then again, may b its really too much to ask for...

Harga sebuah rumah...

Tiap tahun harga sebuah rumah akan sentiasa meningkat. Hanya yg mampu dpt memiliki rumah impian. Aku telah mencari kediaman yg luas dgn harga yg berpatutan supaya dpt memiliki rumah impian ku sendiri. Tapi dlm process mencari rumah yg tepat, byk perkara yg timbul. Baru aku sedari harga sebuah rumah bukan saje harga dlm segi wang ringgit tapi harga sebuah kesabaran dan kekecewaan telah termasuk dlm 'package' harga yg telah ditetapkan. Kesimpulan nye, utk memiliki sebuah rumah aku harus bersedia utk menghadapi kekecewaan penuh dgn kesabaran. Itulah harga sebuah rumah yg mungkin sukar utk aku miliki...

hApPeNiNgS....

2008-02-08T23:00:00.000+08:00

The Ice Cream cake from Swensen!!

The beautiful scenery @ Changi Beach

Happenings after midnite..

Weeeee..... im suppose to update u on my date rite.. hahaha.. 4got abt it. So anyway, on wednesday i did get to eat my favourite otah!!! great huh? We then make our way to vivo city hoping that the secret recipe shop will be open. Sadly, its close so we decide to catch a movie (kungfu dunk) and tried the cake at starbuck instead. The movie was quite nice actually... very funny..:D

On thursday, had a b'day bash at 2nd sis place coz she invited all her frenz. Stayed at her place the whole day there wif shark and Rod and we decide 2 get her another cake this time an ice cream cake from swensen!!

Today, went out wif him again. We went 2 MadJack @ simpang bedok n tried the cakes there. The cake i chose wasnt tat bad. Will post the pics when shark send me yeah. We then make our way to the changi beach from there. Enjoy the breeze till abt almost 8 b4 we make our way home.

Oh yeah.. anyway on wednesday something happen to my rubbish chute area. I tink it exploded n by the time i reach home, there were 2 firemen and 2 policemen n half an hour later the big fire truck came... Not sure wat happen or wat they did but i looks the same when i came back tat nite. Tats all i have.. will try post more pics soon. ;)

ItS FiNaLlY OvEr!!!!!!!!!!

2008-02-06T14:17:00.000+08:00

The unique b'day cake.. hahaha

My sweet little lala..

My 2nd sis

The b'day gals

This got nothing 2 do wif the b'day bash.. juz that im craving 4 it... :(

Yey!!! Yesterday was the last of all projects that i have n i can safely considered that im done wif SSM!!! hahaha... coz nx week, is juz project execution. My head feels soooo much lighter now. Still taking the medication thou but it's ok. Im really looking 4ward 4 next week.

Anyway, last sunday we celebrated 2nd sis and lala's b'day at my place. Nothing much but it's quite fun having everyone here. Should have more games 4 us to enjoy but sori sis i was bz that i had no time 2 plan 4 it.

Im alone at home now... feels soo bored. Waiting 4 shark 2 end work coz im gonna make him take me out. hahaha.. bad huh? but its ok im sure he dont mind if fact he'll be glad to do it.. hahaha Shouldnt it b half day 2day.. so y is he still at werk??? Im supper hungry now n im craving 4 that favourite otah of mine badly!!

Actually i tot of hanging out wif the babes 2day but i tink they r bz.. nvm, hopefully i'll c them 2mrw at wit's place. Tats all 4 now. Will update u on my date 2nite.. hahaha ;)

oh yeah...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WIWIT!!!!

and

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

Updates of the week...

2008-01-27T19:35:00.000+08:00

Sis B'day Cake... cute huh?? ;)

The $3 Slipper from cheers... ;p

My old slipper... :(

Hmmm.... c'brated 1st sis b'day last sunday. Had lotsa fun wif all the kiddie games.. hahaha.. Had my presentation on monday, dinner wif sharky at habourfront on tuesday, he pick me up frm sch on wednesday, went to watch movie (the house) wif him on thursday and rest at home on friday. Anyway friday wasnt a good day 4 me coz early in the morning, my slipper juz snap that i had to buy a slipper from cheers!!! Was very sad that i had 2 throw the old slipper away.. shark bought me that slipper.. :(

Anyway, went out early in the morning yesterday just to check on the interview location and spend the whole day wif sharky. 2day, just stayed home n clear some stuff. I've been seeing shark alot 4 the past 2 weeks or should i say alomost everyday.. hahaha... May b bcoz he is on course so he have the time 2 juz appear. N i realise the bench juz next to my blk had been our favourite spot 4 us to sit ard n talk. I like it there, very quiet n windy.

Im not looking 4ward 4 next week coz its gonna b a very packed n bz week 4 me. i have ssm test on tuesday, interview n ticketing test on wednesday, PM lab test on thursday n fest ind report due n also mice test on friday.. WOW!! its enuf 2 kill me!!!! But after next week, im sure i'll get my rest that im longing 4... hopefully..

MoNdAy bLuE bLaCk...

2008-01-14T12:55:00.000+08:00

me & baby amira

Bestfrenzzz..

Sistazzz

Juz the 3 of us..

Guess wat, it 1pm now n im still in sch when tutorial end at 11am!!! huh!! n now i have 2 wait till 4 pm b4 i can proceed to do wat im suppose 2 do n only then can i go home n rest. That is if im able to rest but i doubt so coz have lotsa things 2 clear n 2mrw... will be the day im not looking 4ward 2. Im praying hard that everything is gonna be alright. Wats the worst thing that can happen, rite??

Nvm abt that, anyway yesterday went 2 1st sis place. Its like a family gathering there. Meet shark in the evening to look out 4 his stuff b4 making our way to sweet secret coz someone is craving 4 cakes. hahaha... in the end the both of us didnt get the cakes that we wanted. Have to settle 4 something else. But then again, does it really matter??? Its not where or wat you have, its wif WHO u have it. Any moment wif him is a great one. So doesnt really matter 2 me. ;) awwww.... sweet rite?? like real! hahaha.. :p

Cant wait 2 get this week done n over wif. But tats how i feel every week.. so lets juz go thru one day at a time. Im JUZ left wif 5 weeks ONLY!! so not tat bad rite? After tis sem im sure the feeling wld be like as if i've alrd graduated.. hahaha... :D since i've gone thru the first half im sure i'm able to juz hang on 4 juz 5 more weeks. Im really counting down the days....

2008??

2008-01-04T21:22:00.000+08:00

weeee.... its 2008 alrd!! In fact, 1 week had pass.. hahaha... took me quite some time to update huh?? wanted to type during the last day on the year but was tied up with projects... Anyway, hope that this year will be a better year for me. :)ermm... so wat have i got to update?? Anywa, 2day is Bro In Law b'day... weee.. Happy B'day yeah!! Im down wif flu n fever actually. Not in the mood 2 do anything. My throat hurts too... dont even feel like talking.. :( Hope im able to meet sharky tmr.. the last time i wetn out wif him was on monday i tink. :( It seems that im unable to meet him that often nowadays. hmmm...
Since that day, i felt super uneasy. But i dont really know wat is bothering me. Really hope things will get better coz i really believe everything is gonna be alright!

My Treats...

2007-12-24T00:12:00.000+08:00

Adidas watch from sharky!! nice huh?

My full manicure - metallic bronze..weee..

French pedicure.. :)

So i guess u know wat was shark up 2 when he ask me 2 far east on friday base on the pics above. He brought me 2 a nail parlour n let me enjoy a full mani & pedicure.. cool huh eventhough its kinda weird that he brought me 2 this kinda place. Anyway, if any of u wanna visit that place inform me yeah n i'll bring u there n get a great discount!! haha.. ;)

Yesterday, i went out wif 2nd sis 2 orchard coz she wanna get some stuff. I ended up buying dad his perfume n tats all. Nothin 4 myself.. oh wait, i got myself a belt. Yeah i did actually get myself something!! haha.. Stayed home alone the whole day 2day n was super bored until shark gave me the shocking news. He never failed 2 do that.. Looking 4ward 4 2mrw...

2007-12-20T21:31:00.001+08:00

Im back!!! haha.. been a very long time yeah.. Anyway 2day is Hari Raya Haji so as usual my sis all came over and gather here at my place. Nothin much happen 2day all went back so tats y i have the time 2 blog. Oh yeah it the term break 2 but its not exactly a break though as we have lotsa project 2 do.

Anyway im super happy this week as i got few NEW things. I've got a new watch from sharky, got myself a new hp, mum bought me a lugage bag which is brown in color!!weeee... ermm.. wat else is new..i guess tats all 4 now.. tot of getting a new bag haha.. ;)

Juz ended my conversation wif sharky.. not sure wat he's up 2. He ask me to meet him 2mrw but didnt say where's the exact location and the reason 4 goin there. All he said was meet him at 6pm n tat its URGENT!! im very curious abt it.

Cant remember much abt the past few weeks so i guess tats all i have for now.

My 2 weeks...

2007-11-18T00:11:00.000+08:00

Its 2 weeks now that i last updated my blog. Getting lazier 2 do tis.. Ermm.. so wat did i do 4 the past 2 weeks?? Ermm... i remembered that i got locked in my hse last wednesday n tat day i am suppose 2 do a presentation!!! how unlucky can i b. Oh yeah n tis year is the very first time in my life that i went 2 Little India on the eve of Deepavali coz my fren wanna do threading. haha... not so crowded as i expected but if i have gone 2 the Mustafa area.. ermm.. tats a diff case. N on deepavali itself me n rod hang out at my sis place n have our karaoke session.. Last sat, went out wif sharky 2 catch a movie at shaw tower which ermm... not really tat interesting but i wont tell u wat movie we watched.. ;) B4 the movie we went 2 eat at secret recipe!! The cakes were super delicious!! The food wasnt so bad either. I had some black pepper chicken thingy n shark ate lamb something2... haha.. cant remember. We then went 2 do some shopping after the show coz someone is super hyper 2 shop.

Last week, nothin much happened. JUz that i got my duty in TCA which is giving me nightmares everyday!! really... it cld even appear while im having a nap. can u imagine how scary it is?? went out wif rod again on wednesday n had our dinner at pizza hut. Went 2 do some shopping. Actually she was the one buying lotsa stuff. I only got a perfume 4 myself. Met shark the nx day coz he said he wanted 2 use his 30% New Balance voucher. He insisted 2 buy me a sport shoes coz he said that if he dont use the voucher its gonna b wasted.. but then again.. ermm... i dont do sports!!! hahaha.. But thanks alot sharky 4 the sincerity n insisting that i get one.. Its really nice.. I love it n i love u!! ;) (4 ur info, he made me wear the sport shoes home..) haha..

Yesterday i went home straight coz i felt so damn tired n i fell asleep till 8 plus. That made me so wide awake at nite n 2day is shark's bro wedding!! I was alittle nervous coz i had 2 meet all his relatives that i've never seen b4 n he really introduce everyone that i walk pass.. Didnt stay long eventhough i wanted 2 coz im juz not prepared 2 meet everyone n i cant even remember them now. Oh yeah n i got myself a dress juz now!! Its lovely.. coz its brown.. weeeee... I guess that sums up the whole of my 2 weeks... I have lotsa pics but its wif sharky so i dont know when im ever gonna get it.. hee.. will try post some pics soon.. ;)

Sooo SiCk!!

2007-11-03T23:01:00.000+08:00

Down wif terrible flu again!!! i hate it!! i've used up 3 1/2 boxes of tissue since wednesday!! not bad huh?? n thanks 2 kathy 4 helping me 2 make a 'trash bag' 2 throw all my used tissue..haha.. tot tat im able 2 last the whole day in sch yesterday but during tutorial i was sneezing badly so i had 2 go c my doc n skipped 2 of my lecture. Actually i didnt really skip coz i have MC!! haha... But the medicine is really killing me. Everytime i took it the drowsiness is really tat bad tat i can hardly move coz i'll really fall so i juz have 2 sleep n by the time i woke up its time 4 my nx medicine taking n the cycle goes. I manage 2 type my blog coz i skip my 8pm medicine.. haha... if not i wont b able 2 clear my stuff.

Shark was here juz now. Bought me the muffin tat i wanted but i was asleep when he came.. but luckily i wasnt snoring n i look as adorable as ever wif no messy hair.. hahaha ;) he force me 2 eat when i really got no appetite n it makes me feel like vomiting. At abt 7.45 we went downstairs 2 get some fresh air since i've been 'locked' in my room since yesterday. Felt great sittin downstairs and have a nice long chat wif shark. Hope i'll get better soon so that im able 2 go 2 the beach n all. Ok, time 2 take my medicine now.. cant delay it any longer.. ;)

Thanks sharky 4 the muffins n bringing me out 4 fresh air.. :)
Love u many many more!! haha ;)

2007-10-30T19:50:00.000+08:00

Wah, its been some time since i last updated my blog. Im suppose 2 update my hari raya outing wif shark on the 17th of October & hari raya outing wif frenz on the 20th of October. Nvm will try upload the pics soon coz i LOST all pictures.. :( coz there's a virus or something which made me do a recovery on my lap top n lost the entire stuff i had in my com!!

Outing wif shark was great!! went 2 his place coz last year i didnt manage 2 go.. :P n 2 1st n 2nd sis place. Tats basically the hses tat we need 2 cover.. Outing wif frenz was fun 2!! 12 of us altogether. The difference is tat this year we didnt manage 2 hire a mini bus so had 2 go public. Nevertheless, we manage 2 visit 8 hses in less than 10 hrs. cool huh? ;) I had so much fun coz the ppl r super duper crazy!! haha

Anyway, im now back 2 sch n i seems 2 b PERMANENTLY hating tuesday!! But actually 2day wasnt sooooo bad as i expected it 2 b. I was almost late which is so unlike me n i'll make sure tat such a thing will NEVER happen 2 me again. Its juz the 2nd week of the semester but i already cant wait 2 get it done & over wif. I tink tat once tis sem is over, life wld b much better 4 me coz im left wif juz 1 semester of SIP n abt 3 to 4 more mths of studies b4 i graduate. I hope i'll get there smoothly w/o anymore hiccups.

Hari raya is considered over 4 me.. no more visiting. This year i juz dont feel anything exciting or happening during the hari raya. Something seems 2 b missing or the atmosphere is juz not there. Anyway, it doesnt matter anymore.

Will upload all the photos soon i guess.. (when i have the time) ;)

Hari Raya Updates!!

2007-10-16T21:48:00.000+08:00

In tHe LoRi..

FiReWeRkS!!

LuNcH @ JaLaN KaYu...

Lets start with eve of hari raya... It was a super duper bz n tiring day 4 me. Woke up as early as 6.30 with juz 1 1/2 hr of sleep to accompany mum 2 the doc n later 2 the wet market. Reach home n get some nap b4 i made my last minute cookies 4 2nd sis. Then after break fast, i had 2 cook beef rendang which took 3 hrs 2 really dry up. Then clean up the whole of my living room wif bro till early morning at about 3am b4 i finally get my sleep. Still it wasnt long b4 i got 2 wake up at 7.30am. Eventhough i was tired, im happy coz i got a new phone 4 myself.. ;)

On the first day, we went 2 pay a visit 2 my late grandparents early in the morning. Luckily my uncle drove a lori n pick all of us up. After that we had our lunch at jalan kayu b4 my uncle send us home. In the afternoon 1st sis & 2nd sis came. So i didnt really go out on the first day on Hari Raya.

2nd day, uncle pick us up again n we went 2 all my aunts place. Its very tiring n cramp sitting in a lori with my kebaya & lotsa people. haha.. but it was fun!!! went 2 6 houses altogether. Reached home about 9.30 n i was feeling damn sleepy. Wanted 2 sleep till the nx afternoon but gotta collect my uniform so didnt get my full rest again. After that went 2 meet 2nd sis n have lunch n got myself a new specky!! weeee.. Got back home at night n have a visitor.

Finally, last nite i manage 2 get my rest n slept till afternoon 2day!! woke up almost 2pm!! haha.. rest at home alone n luckily no one came. Goin out wif sharky 2mrw 2 his place and 2 of my sis place n hopefully it wont b as tiring. Been wanting 2 c him since the first day of Raya.. :( Anyway, cant wait 4 2mrw!! weee... will update about 2mrw n my outing wif frenz tis comin sat soon!!

ShOpPiNg SpReE!!

2007-10-04T00:12:00.001+08:00

WOW!! wat a day. My feet hurts alot all thanks 2 rod!! Was suppose 2 meet her at abt 4.30 but we ended up meeting earlier n i had 2 rush so as not 2 keep her waiting. We went 2 bugis with the intention 2 get her shoes but she bought lotsa make-ups instead and somehow after that we land ourself at serangoon area & i brought her 2 Mustafa Centre 2 get her perfume. Later we walk ard trying 2 locate the tekka market so that we can break fast there but we got alittle lost. haha.. Took a bus & manage 2 get 2 Tekka Mall n break fast at the foodcourt there b4 we make our way 2 the threading place. I did not have any intention 2 do the threading due 2 my past experience but since i was the one who introduced it 2 her i ended up doin it with her coz she talk me into it!! Slightly painful but i can say its worth it.. :D we then walk from little india 2 OG & back 2 bugis b4 i bought some make-up stuff 4 myself.. wow!! wat a long walk we had... N the thing is, we went back home without buying any shoes... haha. Im definately staying home 2mrw.. no more walking 4 me.. heee.. ;)

HoMe SwEeT HoMe...

2007-09-29T22:59:00.000+08:00

Gift from sharky..

My magazine..

My perfect fit shoe..

belated b'day gift from dib. luv it!!

Weeeee..... im back home!!! miss my bed soooo soooo much.. haha Updates abt the whole week.. ermm.. monday i baked my 1st cookies (hazelnut shortbread.. at nite we went out 2 buy some snacks.. tuesday, baked chocolate chip cookies n decided 2 go back home coz had palnned 2 meet the babes 4 break fast on wednesday. Like usual, they came LATE!! haha.. i had some fun since shark was ard 2!! N yeah thks dib 4 the b'day gift!! love it sooo much.. haha.. later, we went 2 geylang 4 awhile n back 2 wit's place. Thursday, baked more cookies (chocolate drops n shortbread). Friday, manage 2 bake my last cookies 4 sis (chocolate thumbprint) wee.... i bake all the chocolate cookies... haha...

2day, i waited 4 shark 2 pick me up so tat i can bring all the baking stuff home. Im so touched coz he can b bothered 2 entertain me 2 carry the oven to n fro juz bcoz i wanna bake at sis place 4 less than a week. M i 2 much?? I tink i am n i also believe tat no one else can ever do tat 4 me n tats the reason y i love him soooo much.. *blush*. haha.. We reached home abt 1 plus n decide 2 go out again. So we went 2 Mustafa 2 buy some chocs & sweets 4 the kids but he ended up buying lots n lotsa books n he even got me a book n my magazine...weee... We spend almost 3 hrs in there n im impress that i can stay tat long in there..haha.. met sis later n break fast 2gether at Thai Express b4 i went 2 do some WINDOW shopping 4 shoes n Opsss!!! sori rod i ACCIDENTALLY bought 1 pair of shoes.. :P But i'll still go shopping wif u yeah.. :D I juz felt sooo happy coz the shoe is a perfect fit 4 me. Its sooo hard 2 find size 3 nowadays.. :) tats the reason y i cant give it a miss.. ;)

2007-09-22T23:03:00.000+08:00

Break fast at wit's place with the whole family. Its a nice feeling tat we gather 2gether 4 a break fast. It reminds me of the old times.. Anyway, didnt do much yesterday.. break fast all ALONE at home.. poor me. When out wif parents on thursday and i brought them 2 my secret place 4 ayam penyet. Goin there again wif the babes soon.. weeee cant wait!!

Anyway, 2day i move all the baking stuff over 2 wit's place with the help of sharky of coz. I intend 2 bake my cookies there coz its more spacious. We then went out n shark got himself a new specs n i got all my baking stuff. Shark got craving 4 mooncakes again n bought even more than the last time n i juz took a small one. I really tink he's crazy abt mooncakes. Anyway, looking 4ward 4 monday coz im gonna start baking my cookies.. weee... will show u pics of my lovely cookies soon. haha ;)

HaPpY!!!

2007-09-17T23:01:00.000+08:00

Weee... im sooo happy 2day. At last i found my chocolate fondue after a long search yesterday. FInally found it at CK Tang b4 making my way to bugis and meet shark 4 break fast. :) Yey!! got 2 break fast wif him at last. He seem 2 b super super bz nowadays.. donno y. But its ok i hope tat by Hari Raya, he'll have more time wif me. :)

2007-09-14T17:03:00.000+08:00

Updates 4 the past few days... I went shopping wif yat on tuesday 2 get her formal wear 4 SIP n later met shark at NUH 2 pay Rod's grandma a visit. On wednesday, i went 2 bedok coz mum wanna do some shopping n we had our dinner there.. tat was when the sucky period came coz i got my results!! Im sooooooooo supper dupper disappointed wif myself!! Anyway.. Yesterday was the 1st day of the fasting mth so i stayed home 2 cook.. haha.. may b 2 pacify myself. 2day i went 2 1st sis place 2 collect my stuff. Mum is sick.. and i had 2 send her 2 the doc n bought food 4 break fast :( poor her.. dont 1 her 2 do any cooking.. juz want her 2 have plenty of rest. hope she'll get well soon.. Tis week wasnt so good 4 me but i hope things will get better 4 me n tat i'll b able 2 go thru the fasting month smoothly..

FuN TiMe..

2007-09-10T00:08:00.000+08:00

MoOnCaKe... pandan n pure lotus double yolk!!

BeAuTiFuL WaLLeT..

Goodie bag from sharky!!

Lotsa stuff in it!!

Apartment 1303

I wasnt at home since friday. Juz got home 2day at about 11pm. :) very very tired. So my weekends had been a bz n tiring one. Manage 2 catch a movie (APARTMENT 1303) n its kinda.. ermm how shld i say it... confusing?? haha coz the first thing i said when the movie ended was ' i dont undersatnd..' hahaha.. anyway got 2 buy my wallet. Later shark wanted soooo much 2 find a halal mooncake so we travel ard & ended up at changi airport 2 buy the mooncake. It's super nice coz its not soo sweet n we bought it at polar!! Shark bought a box 4 me 2.. aww.. soo sweet...

2day, had breakfast early in the morning & its all the way at bedok coz mum said tat its gonna b the last breakfast outside b4 the fasting month. 2nd sis join us n later went 2 1st sis place 2 send somethings. Mum & dad went for their shopping outing 2gether & im left at 1st sis place coz we decide 2 go swimming in the evening. Had been planning 2 go 4 quite some time. Shark came after the swimming session n we had dinner 2gether at KFC!! Bought him a dri-fit polo shirt n he gave me goodie bag wif lotsa stuff in it.. haha. I had fun time looking thru those stuff. Wah, typed alot alrd.. haha.. ok tats all 4 now i guess.. cant wait 4 the fasting month..

DaY OuT..

2007-09-06T23:46:00.000+08:00

Gifts from ShArKy...

Went 2 watch move wif sharky yesterday (ratatouille)yey!! finally.. haha.. Its was a very cute movie.. bought some food n amira's belated b'day present b4 we head 2 1st sis home. Tats all 4 yesterday.. Today, woke up damn late n went out 2 break fast @ S11 wif 2nd sis. Went window shopping later n now i cant stop thinkin abt tat wallet.. damn!! should have juz bought it.. should i? It is soooo tempting u know. How can such things happened 2 me.. aiyoh.. Anyway, will b meeting the galfrenz very early 2mrw. We had decide 2 do this 4 a long time, so here we come bishan..

He's BaCk!!!

2007-09-04T00:33:00.000+08:00

At last, he's back!!! Juz ended my phone chat wif him.. wat a relief.. :) Its great 2 have him back coz i miss him soooo very much!! Im juz waiting 2 c him ..Nothin of tat sort is gonna happen 2 me again..ever!!

The painting tat caught my eye...

Galfrenz..

My Nasi Ayam Penyet!!

Trying very hard 2 focus n not pose.. haha

My forever favourite HoT CoCoA!!

Yummy cHoCoLaTe MuFfIn!!

Anyway, updates abt my weekends.. didnt do much on friday.. went back home n try 2 catch up wif my sleep but i still ended up sleeping late coz my heart is aching.. :( On saturday, met my galfrenz n had dinner @ marina b4 heading 2 starbuck n have our gossip sessions.. haha.. On sunday, had a b'day c'bration 4 bro so everyone came over 2 my place n 2day... sharky is back!!!! i like tat.. ;) wat a relief he is home safely.. Finally i can get my peaceful sleep.. :)

YeY!!

2007-08-31T23:05:00.000+08:00

It's HOLIDAY!!!!! yey!! haha.. had my last paper 2day which ermm.... can i say sucks?? hahaha.. anyway it's over so juz leave it as tat. 4 now im gonna enjoy myself first coz i only have 2 weeks b4 its fasting month. Wow it's been 2 weeks since i last post anything here. Juz ended my call wif sharky.. he's in Terengganu now.. :( y must such things happen. I juz ended my paper n he's nowhere ard.. Haiz.. got 2 wait till monday b4 he return.. tat seems long. Will b meeting my frenz 2mrw hopefully we'll have lotsa fun. :) Im very sleepy actually coz i slept at 6+am n got up at 11am but i juz dont wanna rest yet.. haha.. Tats all i have 4 2day.. will blog more on my exciting holiday!!! ;)

Wat can i say..

2007-08-15T23:27:00.000+08:00

its been a week since i update my blog. bz bz bz... with my b'day bash which was sooooo happening to the unluckiest day of my life. I'll update on my b'day bash later when i got all the pics coz im not in the mood anyway. Juz after i had the happy moments, the days after tat was a bad one 4 me. I didnt know losing such a thing could coz sooo much trouble n it is such an expensive lesson 4 me. Anyway tats not the only reason y my moods have been down.. its due to the feeling tat in 2 days time.. i'll b out of TAS. :'( im sure the rest felt the same way n i simply hate the feeling. Never felt sooo attached 2 a school b4. I dont 1 friday 2 come... :(

UpDaTeS On My B'dAy!!

2007-08-09T23:21:00.000+08:00

A birthday card from shark.... :)

Front view

Back view

This is wats inside the box...

a lovely evergreen heartshape with 3 diamond pendant.. auww.... soo sweet.. ;)

weee.... juz got back from 1st sis place. Had lotsa fun there. I reach there almost 5 i tink. We started off by playin lotsa kiddy games while waiting 4 mum n dad.. but its really fun!! haha.. n both my dearest sis decides 2 'SABO' me in the kitchen. Luckily its juz plain water n im wearing white mind u.. Thank God it seems tat i came prepared coz i juz had the feeling 2 wear a tank top inside. haha..

Mum n dad finally decides 2 appear coz i was so very hungry. Thks 2 1st sis for the food that she had prepared. Its really really nice.. :) I enjoyed my day n i really had fun with everyone ard. To my lovely frenz.. thks 4 ur b'day wishes.. really appreciate it. :) Love u guyz sooo very much!!

It's my day!!!

2007-08-09T01:13:00.000+08:00

weee.... its my BIRTHDAY!!!!!! yey!! haha.. still dont believe it coz still cant feel it yet! i tink will feel it more later when we all gather at 1st sis place.. haha.. Got nothin much 2 type at the moment but i juz feel like typing something on my blog. Najib was the first 2 wish me.. followed by : 2nd sis, kathy, yat, faizal, dib, joel, lina n rod... ermmm... shark's name doesnt seems 2 appear.. n i wonder... hmmm... hahaha... k tats all 4 now. will update soon on the happenings of my b'day!!! n wats inside the citigems box... wee.... ;)

ShOpPiNg!!

2007-08-06T23:50:00.000+08:00

ChOcOlAtE IcE CrEaM..

My BeAuTiFuL DrEsS!!!

No sch 4 me 2day coz there's no lecture.. cool huh. So i decide 2 went down to tamp 2 meet my 2nd sis n have lunch wif her. Then ask 1st sis 2 join us n we went shopping 2gether!! Actually they bought quite a few stuff n i only bought 1 thing. haha.. 1st sis head home while me n 2nd sis continue our shopping outing. She got me so excited when she told me tat i shld get a dress 4 myself since i've not been buying any so we search 4 it until i found one n she bought it 4 me as a b'day present!!!! auwww... tats sooo sweet of u. I really like it alot coz its BROWN!! cant wait 2 wear it on sat 4 my chalet thingy. weeee.... sooo excited. Later in the evening shark came over 2 2nd sis place n we had ice cream n watch a movie there b4 he send me home.

My WeEkEnD..

2007-08-05T23:23:00.000+08:00

ALONE..

ermm.. lets start with friday. After sch i went straight 2 the chalet with some of my coursemates.. we had lotsa fun on our way there n we juz couldnt stop laughin. Once we reach there we started off by playing black jack b4 changin the game to a more hyper one n tats heart attack!! haha.. Didint stay long as i have a date wif sharky!!

Yesterday wasnt fun at all. Stayed home n had no plans b4 i decide 2 juz go out of the house wif no idea where 2 go. Ended up at compass point n settling all the bills b4 i head back home.. So no fun at all coz im home alone thru out the day.

2day, im suppose 2 b out of hse early in the morning 2 go 2 the beach wif shark but ermm.. we reach there at abt 5pm!! huh! Anyway, stayed there 4 awhile n then we went 2 catch a movie (ALONE). Its a really scary show.. I tink i not only close my ears but after seeing the ghost i decide 2 close my eyes 2.. hahaha.. :p

WoW!!

2007-08-02T23:35:00.000+08:00

My HIGH Q+.. yey!!!

My early b'day present, but im not gonna show u wats inside until the day comes.. ;)

My complimentary chocolate ice cream

Wow wat a day.. Was very tense in the morning as i had a individual interview thingy which im not looking 4ward. Once it ended, i felt soooo relief.. Today will be the end of all the things like my projects, presentation n wat have they so from 2mrw onwords there is nothin more besides lecture n tutorial.. cool..

Later i went 2 meet my twin fren at ct hall n had our dinner date at swensen, suntec. Enjoyed myself wif all the catching up n gossips.. haha.. we then went 4 some window shopping b4 i meet sharky along the ct link area. B4 heading home we stop by citigems as my fren wanted soooo much 2 get herself a ring n she really takes a loooong time 2 decide.. hahaha.. while waiting 4 her, shark got me an early b'day present there... auwww.. tats sweet.. :)

I got lotsa things 2day.. firstly a complementary soup, drink n chocolate ice cream from swensen.. then shark gave me the High Q+ tat i wanted soo much n lastly, my early b'day present which is so unexpected.. tats a lot of things 2 get within a day.

Thank you so much 4 everything..

...

2007-08-01T20:44:00.000+08:00

Today, nothin much happen juz tat i had my lecture and went 4 this uniform measurement thingy n there goes my $55.. haiz... Yesterday's feeling still lingers ard me. Im not sure how much longer it decides to stay. Meeting my sec sch fren 2morrow 2 have dinner n catch on things. ermm.. i really have nothin much 2 type 4 2 day..
here's something tat i wrote on my way home while in the bus juz now. It's actually in malay but im gonna translate it in english..

He found colours and invented paintings;
I found paintings and gave meanings.

He found words and invented poems;
I found poems and invented feelings.

He found sincerity and touches the soul;
I felt touched and invented tears.

He found smiles and invented friendship;
I found friendship and invented hopes.

He found some faith and invented LOVE;
I found LOVE and invented memories…

hey..

2007-08-01T00:46:00.000+08:00

Im not sure wat i feel rite now but for sure i wanna thank MANU & YAT 4 helping me out 2 make my blog a nice one. C i did some adjustments n now my slideshow had been moved 2 the left.. haha... MANU u r the best!! & YAT thanks alot bebeh!!
Anyway, today finally had my lunch at RITS with manu n laura after waiting 4 2 weeks. The food is YUMMY!! but.. ermm.. i've something againts the soup coz its ONIONS!! haha.. other than tat i really enjoyed my meal there.
Had my movie date as planned.. but.. nvm.. anyway, i do have lotsa things 2 say to u. I wanna tell u abt my blog thingy, abt the slideshow i tried doin since yesterday, abt the expensive nail clipper i bought, abt my lunch at RITS, abt some qns from BESE tutorial which i wanna ask u and tat i actually.. wanna have a nice dinner wif u... there's alot of things i wanna say & do... but.. anyway, thanks 4 spending sometime wif me.. :)

A NiCe WaY 2 StArT ThE WeEk!!

2007-07-30T21:47:00.000+08:00

From him...

The ringing sound of my phone disturb me from my nice sleep. Force myself 2 wake up even b4 the ringing sound of my alarm. I tot its a bad way 2 start the day but when i finally pick up the phone it made me jump out of bed!! I won something!! hahaha.. its been awhile since i get anything out of a quiz tat i entered. Shark got it 2 coz i enter him in the contest!! hahaha.. great huh! weee.... i like! ;) Actually its no big deal juz a $10 voucher from herbal pharm but the feeling of winning somethin is great. :) Anyway, on saturday sharky came over to make the stuff for us 2 sell at the flea market n he made one 4 me.. auwww... ;) Im excited abt it, hope we really get a space to sell the stuff b4 teacher's day or something. I sooooo looking forward 4 the flea market!!! cant wait.. :D

SuAy DaY...

2007-07-26T22:34:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was fine actually, shark pick me up not at vivo but TAS itself.. we then when to the beach station 2 have ice cream b4 taking the bus 2 habourfront. He suddenly have the craving to watch a movie n we ended up watchin Harry Potter due to the lack of choices.. haha.. Anyway, yesterday is a good day 4 me but 2day.... all seems wrong

woke up early at abt 7.45 2 get myself ready as sch start at 10. Donno y but got out from the toilet 10 minutes later than usual so i went out of my hse later. Manage to be out of hse by 8.55 n walk to the LRT which is abt 5 to 7 minutes walk. Then i realise that i 4got 2 bring my ezlink card. Ok NVM so i walk back home n on my way i got this tummyache damn bad so when i reach home took my ezlink n went 2 the toilet again. By the time i wanna step out of the hse alrd 9.25!!! time taken 4 me 2 travel 2 TAS is abt 1 hr which means i'll reach sch 10.25 IF the monorail comes on time. Anyway since my tummy hurts i tot may b i'll juz rest at home. Was abt 2 lie down, i heard a loud irritating sound n i cant have my rest. There was drilling goin on juz below my room area!!! took my things n went out of the hse with the intention 2 c the doc n later 2 my sis place where i can rest. Luckily i manage 2 rest at sis place. My tummy still hurts now.. huh... wat a suay day 4 me... Lookin 4ward 4 a better 2morrow..

OvEr ThE WeEkEnD...

2007-07-23T19:42:00.000+08:00

Me after the dance
in the studio b4 the dance
me, shida n zu

vacancy...

Been bz lately due 2 the dance comp but since its over im able 2 update my blog.. heee...

The dance comp on saturday was kinda fun. Eventhough we did not win, i believe we enjoyed ourselves. Get 2 watch the other schs perform n its a great experience 4 me. After the dance, shark pick me up n we went 2 have a nice dinner at Swensen!! heee... i needed tat badly since i've nt had anything since the nite b4. I was feeling 2 tired so we went back home n sleep. Woke up abt 12 noon as shark msg me n ask me out. Meet him at dhoby ghaut mrt at abt 3 plus coz someone juz got some direction problems.. haha... we went 2 bras basah n later watch movie(vacancy) at suntec. B4 movie, we went 2 have ice cream at swensen again.. hee.. ;) im gettin fatter.. haha.. Anyway.. i juz feel tired after the comp may b haven't been gettin my rest n luckily 2day sch is juz 2 hrs 4 me. Make my way 2 TP 2 send my costume n back home. Gotta study 4 BESE but still not in the mood yet. :P Hope tis week will b alittle smooth 4 me.. :)

FuN!! fUn!! FuN!!

2007-07-18T23:22:00.000+08:00

The classmates..
Us again.. ;)

Me & Lina on our way 2 One Degree 15
Entrance...
Nice huh?
Walking to the yacht
Nice view!!!

Me & Manu..
On board..
Another nice view.. heee..
The kitchen
B4 boarding..

I juz got home abt 25 minutes ago. I had a long tiring day but it was a FUN one!!! Started of a little slow as i have a project meeting in the morning. Since when project is fun?? heee... After that had a field trip to One Degree 15!! Tats when the fun started! Its a very nice place n we even got the opportunity to go on board the yacht!! cool right?? Watever that is inside the yacht is soooo beautiful.. the beds, the resting area even the toilet is sooo inviting. haha... Had soooo much fun but it ended kinda late tat i have 2 rush 2 TP since i have dance training at 6. Managed 2 reach TP abt 7.30 and dance all the way till abt 10.15. Shark pick me up from tp n bought me some food coz i didnt have the time 2 eat the whole day. soo sweeett... aww... haha.. thanks sharky!! ;) its really really great 2 have u ard coz at the end of the day even how tired i am, i'll always look 4ward 2 c u.. awww... :D

NoT A BaD DaY AfTeRaLL..

2007-07-17T22:09:00.000+08:00

YuMmY!!!!!!
ChOcOlAtE DeLiGhT....
ThE DoUgHnUt sTaLL @ ViVo

erm... its a tiring day 4 me. Had tutorial which ended late and got this corporate photo taking thingy. I kinda hate wednesday! haha... anyway, we'll b having a field trip 2 One Degree 15 2morrow!! tats a good news. weeeee... 2day wasnt tat bad actually. Gotta buy doughnut n tats the first time in my life that i Q up 4 it. but then again it's less than 20 minutes.. n i didnt really Q up the whole time.. thanks 2 laura.. haha.. n i bought only 1 doughnut. great huh?? Its kinda soft but alittle 2 oily. ;) Tats abt all that happen 2day. Yesterday, end sch early n i tot of finishing my report but that didnt happen coz all my plans went wrong. But tats ok at least i got my Bee Hoon Goreng from my favourite stall 2 pacify me.. heee.. i like.. ;) Hopefully 2morrow i'll have lotsa fun!!

DoUbLe HaPpInEsS!!

2007-07-15T22:10:00.000+08:00

Im so so happy 2day!!! Firstly i got my chalet n secondly shark got his stuff!! haha... nothing special but im really happy abt my chalet thingy. Its juz a one day thingy so i tot im gonna have a family gathering cum b'day c'bration since its like few days after my b'day.. . heee... i like!! ;) Bought 2nd sis a set of plates since i accidentally broke her plate into a straight half and i really feel bad abt it. I hope she likes the one i bought 4 her. :D Gotta go 2 sch 2mrw but luckily i only have lecture so not tat bad aye.. Ok gtg now.. got 2 print my lecture notes b4 i 4get.. haha.. ;)

NDP!!!

2007-07-15T00:40:00.000+08:00

showing off our tickets..
juz the 3 of us..
the brighter stars..
me & rod
posing wif the goodie bags..

My favourite thing in the goodie bag!! nice huh with the 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY' thingy!!

tis is the 3 tixs from 2nd sis... thanks alot babe.. ;)
my NDP tixs.. yellow sector..
the fireworks..

the NDP goodie bag.. nice huh?

YEY!!!! i get to watch the NDP NE show 2day thanks 2 my dearest 2nd sis as she was the one who gave me the tix as a pre b'day surprize 4 me!! N wat makes it more exciting is that i went there wif 2 of my close fren, yat & rod!!! Since its rod b'day so its like a double celebration. The whole thing was so so great with the boat display, the fireworks n all. I really2 had lotsa fun there. The goodie bag is nice 2!! Wat i love most in there is the battery operated fan as the word 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY' will appear!! Its like meant 4 me.. haha.. After the show, we wanted 2 have ice cream at swensen but ended up having dinner at mac. Me n yat headed home after tat while rod meet up wif her bf n frenz to go n continue wif her b'day c'bration. Wish im able 2 watch the parade again.. Anyway, im looking 4ward 4 2morrow coz im gonna meet shark!! yey! ;)

T.G.I.F

2007-07-13T22:36:00.000+08:00

Yey!! it's finally friday!! im sooo looking 4ward 2 tis day. Sharky pick me up at vivo 2day n had our early dinner. After dinner shark seems 2 have lotsa wierd2 stuff he wanna do like take a boat ride or take a plane 2 KL when the both of us have got no passport, go shopping but got nothing 2 buy, insisting on watching a movie but not sure wat 2 watch. At last we ended up going 4 a bus ride. heee... bought a tub of Ben & Jerry ice cream so that we could enjoy it in the bus but again the plan fail coz we ended up eating at the bus interchange while waiting 4 the double deck 2 arrive. hahaha... So much 4 quality time both of us juz sleep throughout the 2 hours journey. Anyway, how i wish im still at phuket...

ohh yeah, thanks 4 the tshirt sharky.. im gonna wear it 2 sleep.. :)

p/s: HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 Rod & DiB!!!!

OuCh!!

2007-07-12T23:21:00.000+08:00

My feet really hurts!! im sure so does the other dancers.. OMG.. the pain is killing me softly.. haha.. Hope i'll b able 2 walk properly 2mrw. Anyway, who ever commented on my previous post might b right, i've never gone thru any professional training but its juz from my point of view. Like i said, i know the reasons behind it, the bottom line is tat we 1 the best for the things we do. I didnt say its wrong, juz voicing out my thoughts, afterall different ppl have different opinions... :)

B4 dance i had LRM mass dance n its kinda cute.. haha especially watchin my coursemates dance. We'll b havin our LRM sports day tis sat but i dont tink i'll b able 2 make it. :( But im sure the rest will be having soooo much fun there. Cant wait for 2mrw 2 b over so tat i can clear some stuff like my projects n all n at least clean my forever messy room. i dont even know how im able 2 sleep in tis room. :D

Watever it is, i hope i'll get my good rest tis weekend. Really looking forward 2 it..

WaT A DaY..

2007-07-11T23:18:00.000+08:00

As usual i have dance training 2day n its worst than yesterday. I end at 10.30pm today n reach hm abt 11pm. My feet is hurting very badly n if i continue having to dance on that rough floor i dont tink i'll b able 2 walk!! N next week i tink we'll b practising everyday since the competition will be nx saturday, 21 July. Anyone who wish to watch the show can get the tickets at $5. :D Im sure it'll b fun!!

I've got the feeling tat nx week almost all the dancers will be moody coz the pressure is growing n there will be ppl who is bound 2 get lots n lotsa scolding. Personally, i dont tink tat is a very professional way of doin things. The more u scold someone, the more u make them feel down n they wont b able 2 dance to the fullest energy they have. I know the intention is 2 make them aware that tis is not the moment 2 make such mistakes but i tink tis is a dance which shld be done wif feelings n that tis feelings will only exist when they feel good n they r enjoying the dance. Im not sure abt other but till now whenever we get a 'scolding' as a group i'll b the unaffected one. I juz keep on telling myself that of coz there is room for improvement but i shldnt let anyone affect me coz i believe that i have given the best i can at that moment. I shldnt let them dampen my spirit 2 dance n tats the reason my energy level will be consistent from the start till the end of the training even when we end at 10.30pm 2day. ;) Im not boasting abt myself but i am proud that im able to control myself in such situation n i 1 others especially ppl who i am close wif 2 be able 2 do the same. :) Hope 2morrow will b a better day. Nitezzz...

TiReD.....

2007-07-11T00:05:00.000+08:00

Had a very tight schedule 2day. sch frm 11am - 6pm n had 2 rush 4 dance at TP which ended almost 10pm!!! My feet hurts alot n thks 2 my sweet sharky he juz seems 2 know how tired i am n transfer some cash so tat i cld take a cab back hm since he is nt ard 2 send me. Sweeeetttt right??? Tats very thoughtful of him.. we actually meet up at vivo n he send me 2 TP but had 2 go off since he had a dinner date wif family n tats the reason y he cant send me home. But anyway eventhough im tired, tat really made my day! :D Hopefully my feet will get better coz i'll have 2 go back TP 4 training again 2mrw. 4 now im gonna get all the rest i can get..

Im BaCk!!!

2007-07-08T23:55:00.000+08:00

Got back home abt almost 8pm juz now. I really really really had a great great time!! Didnt get enuf sleep though but im sure loving every minute there. Here's wat i did there:

Day 1

arrive at Phuket abt 7.45 pm thailand time

took a van to the hotel which takes abt 1 hour 2 reach

settle down and unpack things

meet up wif shark's fren to discuss on the activities 4 the nx day

sleep

Day 2

woke up at 6 am thai time

had breakfast at 7 am

wait to b fetch to the James bond island at 8am

reach the island by 9.15 am

went around the island by boat & had our canoeing activities till 4 pm

back to the hotel by 5 pm

wash up n went for a foot massage from 6pm to 7pm

had dinner till 8.30 pm

wait to be fetch to watch the Simon Caberet Show from 9.30 - 11.00

do some shopping on our way back.

reach hotel abt 12 plus n sleep at 2 am

Day 3

woke up at 6.30am
breakfast at 7.30
went to the Patong Beach n had a photo taking session till abt 9.30 am
had ice cream at swensen while waiting for the shopping centre to open at 11
do some last minute shopping n went back to hotel by tuk tuk
check out at 12
took a van to the airport n reach there by 1pm
waited for the flight at 2.55 pm
reach s'pore at abt 6 pm s'pore time

hee... really had fun there. The trip seems short though. Should have stayed longer since there is sooo much more to do. Will definitely go back so that we can go for the Fantasea which shark wanted to go initially. But the nx time we'll stay longer n we'll definitely take the earlier flight n not forgo out city tour. :) Overall, it an exciting n new experience for me. Its not only about the place, but its also abt who u go wif. ;) haha.. wif shark ard wat can go wrong?! :p Will post all the pics soon i guess. For now i need to catch some sleep coz i only manage to sleep abt 10 hours in total for the 2 nights.

p/s: sometimes i wonder how did u ever make it possible for something that is impossible in my life...

CrAzY SaLe!!!

2007-07-04T23:46:00.000+08:00

Had quite a relaxing day at sch. Meet manu n the rest of the group members 4 project meeting n had lecture. tats all.. :) Meet shark later at vivo n took a bus ride to sis place. On the bus i remembered that i wanna get a pair of pants n so we went to Metro @ Century Square. I was the 1 who wanted 2 buy my stuff but when we get there it seems that shark was the one who is having fun shopping. He bought a pair of pants, 2 polo t, 1 long sleeve t & a short sleeve shirt. wow!! haha.. n me, i really juz get wat i wanted n tats a pair of pants. haha.. but i was soooooo tempted to shop coz Metro was having a closing down sale n everything was at 50% DISCOUNT!!!! tats soo crazy. i think im goin back there soon.. nx week may b. hopefully the sale is still on.. :) 4 now, i have 2 finish up wif my Basic Entre n also prepare 4 friday's presentation.

TiReD..

2007-07-03T23:14:00.000+08:00

Had a very very tiring day 2day. Went 2 sch per normal, ermm.. nothing much in sch but had dance which ended after 9. I really had fun dancing but my body is aching a little now n 2mrw, i'll be having BESE presentation!! Oh My GOD! im soo not prepared 4 it n guess wat, my grp is the first one... great huh? Anyway, im praying hard that everything will b alrite n tat friday will come soon coz i juz cant wait 2 get it all done n over. Im counting down the days..

My DiNnEr DaTe..

2007-07-03T23:11:00.000+08:00

Blur image of myself ;)

Nice view while having my dinner

Got back home abt an hour ago. Went out to meet rod n her bf at ct hall as we

decide to have dinner 2gether. Shark came along but had 2 leave soon due to his 'appointment' Anyway, 2day's presentation wasnt so bad afterall. One down, 2 to go! Im very very tired n sleepy rite now but i've got some packing to do and i tot of finishing my Basic Entre by 2day & i doubt it'll happen. :p But the packing is a must coz i really wont have time after 2day. I have one more presentation on friday n i hope it'll b juz like 2day or even better. Cant wait 4 2morrow coz i'll b meeting sharky!! hee..

p/s: if only u knew wat awaits u, it wld have been easier 2 let go.. so do not hold on 2 something that is not yours...