_my love for you;

Kisah yg tak sempurna utk kita.... kenang....

Monday, February 16, 2009

Aku akan bertahan sampai kapan pun...
Maafkan aku yg tak sempurna utk dirimu...

Some of the lirik from shark's favourite song..
(the radio juz happen to play tis song as i was abt to type my blog).. wat a nice timing.

Anyway my head is really heavy now. Its spinning!! I dont know is it the right thing 2 do by telling it all.. N im really not sure if i felt better by doin so. But at least its off my chest.

I tink im repeating myself again but i really tot things wldnt b tis hard. Sometimes i really wonder if im strong enuf 2 go thru it all. Or may b im tinking 2 higly of myself n tot tat its no big deal.

I also realise that alot of things changed. Things tat were alien to me now became something that is very normal. I dont like tis change. Is seems tat its really true that i will experience tis change and its giving me a nitemare.

At tis moment, i juz wana turn back the time n remember those days. i really miss those times.

I had a very lousy day 2day... Im suppose 2 be very happy. I look 4ward 2 tis day. Its officially my last day of sch. Its something tat i look 4ward 2... but now...

Im not gona let it happen again. Not when im gona have my exams. Its not gona repeat. Its because of wat happened 7 years ago tats y i m feeling tis way.

Had i not let it get the best of me, i wld not have felt tis way now. People will not look n treat me the way i am being treated. Its my mistake.. a stupid stupid mistake. Look wat happened now.

Im sori... im really sori for not being able to protect u. U've done so much 4 me n tis is wat i repay u. i promise i wont let anyone hurt u ever again.

Im so so sori...

-Sign Off @ 00:23 :)