_my love for you;

FaR AwAy... :'(

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Im down n its only the first day or shld i say few hours tat he's away. He's somewhere in the dark sky. At tis moment it'll b 6 1/2 hrs of his flight.. abt may b less than 10 hrs more 2 go (i guess). We've never been apart for this long. He'll b away 4 2 weeks. 2 week!!!! the other time was juz a few days n i cant wait 4 him 2 come back. but now.... :(

u know he used 2 tell me tat he wanted a job in the oil rig n tat the job will require us 2 be apart n tat he'll always say tat watever we r goin thru now is juz like a trial. But I really dont tink i can. I tried... juz like 2day.. i tried 2 send him away w/o tears.. which i did but u nvr know wats inside n how i am now. I juz hate tis. :'(

Im waiting 4 him 2 touchdown so tat i'll get a msg from him n tat at least i knw everything is alrite. Oh God tis is only the 1st day. How m i gonna survive for 2 weeks.... :'( the tot of it makes me sick.. actually i really tink im gonna b sick. my throat starts 2 itch n its kinda painful. Gonna have a sore throat n may b fever.. coz im starting 2 feel all the signs.

2 tink of it we've never been apart tis long. We'll always make a pt 2 c each other at least once a week but usually the minimum wld b twice a week. If he ever need 2 werk overseas.. i guess i'll follow him or i'd regret it the whole of my life.

Shld have recorded his voice or something so at least i can hear it b4 i go 2 sleep. I miss him so much alrd.

Never imagine tat i'll b soooo lost w/o him. Hope 2 c u in my dreams...

-Sign Off @ 22:37 :)