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Harga sebuah rumah...

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Its 2 days since i finished my exams. Im suppose to feel super hyper n enjoying myself but i dont tink i feel tat way or else i wldnt b typing my blog as tis hour of the day...

I dont believe things turn out this way, i anticipated it but it juz seems different. Sometimes i cant help but feel left out. My words seems unheard and wat hurt most is tat no one care abt wat i actually 1 and feel. Even if they know, there's nothing that they can do coz im not tat important and obviously not in their priority list. Who m i, rite? Yeah, who m i to want this n that n expect them to cater 2 me.

But was that really too much to ask for? Seriously. I gave up everything that i've always wanted eventhough deep down i feel terrified. Im terrified not bcoz of the things that i've to give up, but wat im gonna have to face by giving up wat i wanted. But no one understand... Im super scared, i have my fears but its bcoz something else keep me goin, that gave me the strength, that ensure me i can go thru tis thats y i dont mind at all.

Im tired... may b i use up all my energy 4 the past 2 weeks on tis.. and in the end, nothing came out of it. Thats the price i have 2 pay...

All i wanted was that very last thing i cld ask 4 so that im able to at least feel some sense of belonging and tats all i have left to ask coz i gave up every other things. But then again, may b its really too much to ask for...

Harga sebuah rumah...

Tiap tahun harga sebuah rumah akan sentiasa meningkat. Hanya yg mampu dpt memiliki rumah impian. Aku telah mencari kediaman yg luas dgn harga yg berpatutan supaya dpt memiliki rumah impian ku sendiri. Tapi dlm process mencari rumah yg tepat, byk perkara yg timbul. Baru aku sedari harga sebuah rumah bukan saje harga dlm segi wang ringgit tapi harga sebuah kesabaran dan kekecewaan telah termasuk dlm 'package' harga yg telah ditetapkan. Kesimpulan nye, utk memiliki sebuah rumah aku harus bersedia utk menghadapi kekecewaan penuh dgn kesabaran. Itulah harga sebuah rumah yg mungkin sukar utk aku miliki...

-Sign Off @ 14:10 :)