_my love for you;

uPdAtEs..

Friday, October 24, 2008

At 9.30am (SG time) 2day, i finally got a msg from sharky. He juz reached LA after abt 16 hrs of flight. He said tat it was 6.30pm there. So he had to wait for abt less than 6 hrs 4 the next flight which is at 12.15am (LA time) which is abt 3 plus pm here. After which he msg me again at 7.15pm (SG time) and said that he reached Minneapolis. So he had one more flight 2 go b4 he reach his destination at Fort Dodge.

It must be a very tiring thing 4 him 2 take 3 flights just 2 reach there n if the interval is like just now which is 7 hrs.. im sure he'll feel bored having nothin 2 do. So im juz waiting 4 the final msg 2 knw tat he reach Fort Dodge safely n tat he's in his hotel room.

My sore throat is not getting any better in fact i got flu 2. Been sleeping the whole day. Hopefully i'll go out 2mrw 2 get some fresh air n take my mind off tis whole thing coz i simply miss him sooo much. Its been more than a day tat i last get 2 hear his voice. Long distance call can be very costly so all we can do is juz sms. :(

i tink i ever recorded his voice reciting some prayer but its in my old phone which is of no use 2 me now. So i still cant get 2 hear his voice. :'( i miss him...

I miss u...

-Sign Off @ 21:46 :)

FaR AwAy... :'(

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Im down n its only the first day or shld i say few hours tat he's away. He's somewhere in the dark sky. At tis moment it'll b 6 1/2 hrs of his flight.. abt may b less than 10 hrs more 2 go (i guess). We've never been apart for this long. He'll b away 4 2 weeks. 2 week!!!! the other time was juz a few days n i cant wait 4 him 2 come back. but now.... :(

u know he used 2 tell me tat he wanted a job in the oil rig n tat the job will require us 2 be apart n tat he'll always say tat watever we r goin thru now is juz like a trial. But I really dont tink i can. I tried... juz like 2day.. i tried 2 send him away w/o tears.. which i did but u nvr know wats inside n how i am now. I juz hate tis. :'(

Im waiting 4 him 2 touchdown so tat i'll get a msg from him n tat at least i knw everything is alrite. Oh God tis is only the 1st day. How m i gonna survive for 2 weeks.... :'( the tot of it makes me sick.. actually i really tink im gonna b sick. my throat starts 2 itch n its kinda painful. Gonna have a sore throat n may b fever.. coz im starting 2 feel all the signs.

2 tink of it we've never been apart tis long. We'll always make a pt 2 c each other at least once a week but usually the minimum wld b twice a week. If he ever need 2 werk overseas.. i guess i'll follow him or i'd regret it the whole of my life.

Shld have recorded his voice or something so at least i can hear it b4 i go 2 sleep. I miss him so much alrd.

Never imagine tat i'll b soooo lost w/o him. Hope 2 c u in my dreams...

-Sign Off @ 22:37 :)

Im BaCk!!

Monday, October 20, 2008

Weeee.... im back infact its yesterday. hahaha. Went 2 surabaya on friday & came back yesterday. Was a super fun trip coz i went there wif sharky of coz... His mum, aunt n also his mum's fren were also there.

We were treated like some VIP!! great huh. Stayed in a 2 storey house n even b4 we r get up in the morning our mini breakfast is ready outside our room. Y i call it mini coz after tat light 'refreshments' of usually coffee n tea wif fried bananas, our REAL breakfast will b a proper meal which consist of rice n n all the heavy gravy. N tats only breakfast so juz imagine the lunch n dinner.

Once we arrived after a 2 hr flight, we went straight 2 have lunch at a nice restaurant. Had lotsa nice local food wif of coz the gurame fish.. yum yum.. then we went straight 2 shop w/o resting n unpacking our stuff 1st. So we headed down to where they sell lotsa bags. I ended up buying a bag b4 we decide to call it a day coz their 5pm plus alrd look like its 8pm or 9pm here. n their subuh is at 4am. early huh.

Continued our shopping spree the next day. This time we bought more things as we will be goin back the next day. So i bought more stuff for my family members. Didnt change enuf money so we r unable to buy more. But its really a shopping paradise there as its really really cheap. Juz imagine we manage 2 get 2 handbags, 5 wallets, 2 telekung, 2 t shirt, a sweater, a dress, 1 batik shirt, 2 kain pelikat, snacks n i cant remember wat else for juz SGD200. cheap huh?

B4 we head to the airport on the final day.. we did a last minute shopping. Shark then got himself a backpack coz we bought 2 many things tat it didnt fit the lugage. Me n shark went there wif juz my handbag n a small lugage. But we went home wif my handbag, the lugage, shark's normal bagpack n the big bagpack he juz bought.

Anyway i really enjoyed my stay there. Will post the pics n also the hari raya pics soon. (hopefully) Oh yeah im not looking 4ward 2 thurs as sharky will b goin 2 US for more than a week. :'( gona miss him soooo very much. Im missing him alrd.. :(

-Sign Off @ 21:27 :)