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My DaYz WiF U...

Sunday, July 26, 2009

I juz finished goin thru all the smses in my phone. N it reminded me of lotsa things that we've went thru. N tats the reason for tis blog...

After reading all, it left me wif a mix feeling of which made me cry eventually. It brings me back to the day we first met more than 6 years ago, even b4 i enter ITE. I've realised tat we went thru sooo much together n i strongly believe that u r the reason for me to be wat n where i am today.

I had many great memories wif u n those tat i remembered vividly was the day when u gave me the very 1st blue rose which i still have it wif me now. In fact i have all the roses that u gave me. The yellow heart shape pendant as my 1st b'day gift n the one that meant to me most, was the promise of the kimono. It wasnt really the kimono that made me sooo happy, but the fact that u made a promise that u will get me one 3 years later n u really did. Wat more cld i ask for besides having someone who keep his word. Coz u promised to love n care for me n that i'll never leave a day w/o ur love n i believe u will keep that promise as well...

Looking back at all tat, i realised how lucky i am 2 have u by my side. N it made me wonder if im gonna b lucky 4ever coz nothing's perfect n i began 2 tink if im ever gonna accept it shld it all change... Bt than again, i've been having a great time 4 such a long period n shld it really change, i shld be thankful that throughout my life i was given the opportunity to create great moments wif u for more than 1/4 of my life.

There's alot of things i wont be able to do or achieve w/o u. N u made it possible for things that r impossible in my life. I remembered my 1st experience on the plane. It was wif u. U made tat happen by bringing me on a trip. U revamped my room n created space by drilling shelf n all which i dont tink anyone else wld do 4 me. U gave me things which i dont tink i'll ever own anytime soon. N all tis somehow have an impact in how i lead my life now. Its really not the material things tat touches me but i remembered ur wish 4 me on my b'day which says, "May u have the best things in life" n tat u r the one who made tat wish happen n u really go all the way so tat i'll receive the best tat i cld get.

Up till today, i've collected 10 "All the best" gift from u. 4 during ITE n 6 in POLY. U made a point to give me tat each semester since my ITE days. It wasnt any big gift but its enuf to remind me that i shld never disappoint anyone especially u. I dont believe i studied tis hard b4. Not during my secondary sch days. Its juz not me. N now i've graduated!! Thks 2 u.

There's jus so much 4 me 2 say n how i wish i cld compile my love journey in a book so tat everyone will know wat a great time i had and wat an increadible person u r... Ur love was undescribable, unconditional n unbelievable. Coz u show it in a different way.

I used to wonder how shld i answer if someone were to ask me "how do u know if he love u?" i use to tink that probably i'll juz say "i can feel it", or "the way he looks into my eyes.." or "he gave me everything tat i wanted." Bt tat not the answer i'll ever give shld someone ask me. Coz tat not how i know he loves me. I dont tink he intended to show me his love by giving me gifts.

But wat i am sure about is that, i know he loves me when he remembers me in his prayers...

-Sign Off @ 01:03 :)