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CoNfUsE...

Monday, January 19, 2009

Trying to look at the brighter side..

It happened again. Tis is the 3rd time as far as i can remember. But y? Is it like some sign to show that we shld stop or is it to test how strong we are? Im confuse.. hurt 2. Dono abt wat... may b its the words.. or may b im beginning 2 be more n more sensitive.

I know it wont be easy but i didnt expect it to be tis hard either. At times i juz felt that i shld have it my way coz it abt me but then again looking at it all, i juz want 1 thing. huh...

Watever happen had coz alot of unhappiness. I dont know wat else to do. Probably i shld try n b more understanding n juz go wif the flow n not tink abt wat i 1 coz it will only make things very complicated.

But sometimes i juz cant help but 2 say something coz i honestly felt that i am apart of it 2. Haiz... everytime it happen i only tink abt him and tat is the reason i am able to juz give in n swallow everything. I really dont mind coz his feelings matters most.

Actually at tis point, i dont care 2. Juz do watever they wana do. Coz im tired 2 'argue' abt anything anymore. Juz go ahead n plan n do it the way they 1 it. Money really is a big thing huh? It determine how u get 2 control ur own life. Probably b coz i dont have any thats y i dont get 2 have it my way...

-Sign Off @ 16:04 :)