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DoWn & OuT...

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Slept at Wit's place on Friday coz on Saturday shark n me had decidedd to clean the room. Anyway after that we went out together wif wit's family to marina n have our lunch there before we went to suntec for some window shopping. Everything went well until i got home.

I really dont know if its a blessing that we decided to go home early. I totally 4got that it will be happening last nite. I dont know how 2 say it coz it might sounds lame but if only u cld feel wat i feel. This is juz so impossible. Rite now im still stuck in my room refusing to go out n c those people. Im juz super frustrated!!! Seriously, wat r they thinkin??

I dont know y but i was so so damn frustrated yesterday that i cried. Its more of anger that i have. I really dont understand y no one bother to stop n think. Dont we alrd have more than wat we ask for.. so y the hell add to it???

Im actually hurting inside. Coz they have no consideration at all abt me.. coz u know wat, other people seems to be more important than anything. Thats way i felt. Coz wats gonna happen in 3 months time is no big deal that y they never consider abt any other things. Im juz so so sad coz i alrd said my plans n yet this is wat i get. Others might think that im making such a big issue over nothin, try being in my place. No one wants to do something that hate.. wats more hurting is that the people they love had made plans that drive them to do the things they dont 1 2 despite knowing how much they hate it. Y cant they juz spare a thought for me?

Dont i really mean anything to them? I was juz thinkin had i not save myself, wld i end up there? Really?? Is that wat they really 1? 2 c me at a place where i alrd told them that i dont wanna be?? Is tat it?? Do i have to make the sacrifies juz b coz someone else made the stupid decisions?? Y r u hurting me like tis??

Please.. all i need is 4 u 2 juz spare a thought 4 me n i'll be out of ur sight soon...

-Sign Off @ 13:49 :)