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Saturday, November 1, 2008

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Yesterday, 2day & 2morrow...

Juz got back abt half an hour ago. Went out wif 2nd sis to tamp n got a nice dinner treat from her.. heeee... Thks sis. Ouh yeah n yesterday...

Yesterday was a nice outing wif najib n his frenz... We went to the UNGU CONCERT @ Esplanade concert hall.. weeee.... I wasnt really so excited abt the concert at first coz im not really a fan of the band but when i was there it was... super great. I even sing along n i let them sign on my precious brown adidas sweater.. Oh my GOD!! yeah i really did.. hahaha .. Thks Najib 4 the invitation. I really had fun.

By the way, Sharky msg me 2day.. we even chatted in the morning b4 he left Fort Dodge. He msg me again when he is in minneapolis which means he'll be back by 2mrw!!!!!!! weee... cant wait!!!! Im supper excited i dont tink i can sleep. heeee...

I miss u so much...
Hope im able 2 c u 2mrw...

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It HuRtS...

Monday, October 27, 2008

2day, i went out in the morning 2 settle something tat i really looked forward 2. But sadly i went there wif sis instead of sharky. But im glad .. tat we got wat we wanted. Im excited abt it!! I cant wait 2 show it 2 sharky.. im soooo.. happy!!

n thks yat 4 accompanying me.. i know u r trying 2 cheer me up. It really made me happy. Thks!!

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I didnt cry when i send him off. No tears when i went 2 sis place coz i was 2 tired tat i fell asleep... when i got back home i was 2 tired... i did not cry coz i wasnt even feeling well n all i did was go straight 2 bed hoping i'd dream of him.

Today, tears kept rolling even w/o me realising.. im not sure myself if i cried or was it bcoz im sick. The tears juz flow freely. But rite now, im sure tat im crying.. coz my heart is hurting sooo much not bcoz i've been coughing but its aching coz im missing him badly.

May b i've been getting tis sudden headache, sorethroat, flu n wat have u since the day he left was bcoz i've been trying so hard 2 hold back my tears. B coz i wana put a brave front so tat ppl wont tink tat i cant take care of myself & most importantly i dont 1 him 2 wori abt me.

Hopefully when im in sch i'll not feel like tis. But goin 2 sch wasnt something i looked 4ward 2. Everything seems wrong. Wats wif me??!! huh..!!

Things will get better 4 me.. hopefully..

Im counting down the days..

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